I Swear We Were Infinite

Looking back now I don't know why I did it all. I'm just like everyone else, I make bad decisions and mistakes. This is my story. You have no right to judge me, you've done things you aren't proud of too! Now that I really think about it, I'm glad I did it all, it turned me into who I am now, and I like who I am. Sure, I might be known as a "slut" or a "whore" but I'm really not, I'm a girl in honors math taking human anatomy and physiology, I'm the girl who's gone through various friend with benefits, I'm the girl who at the beginning of junior year was sad her best friend was leaving for California to go to college at Cal Tech, I'm the girl who hooked up with a senior on the football team my sophomore year, I'm the crazy girl who screams down crowded hallways, I'm the one who's in a physical poke war with a guy twice my size, I'm the girl who loves to argue for no reason, so what if I like to fool around or tease guys? So what if I've been in a friends with benefits relationship? It keeps the stress from school down and it gives me something to do with the little free time I have left, it makes me happy, it's doing risky things and things I know I probably shouldn't be doing that give me an adrenalline high, looking back now on all those moments, I swear, we were infinite. I'm Alexa, and this is my story.