"who am i?..." (Pheakdei's diary)

Pheakdei, a young adult, a Personification of Cambodia, she gives the role to her older brother, she had gotten a gift. a Diary. she writes in the dairy. she writes of who she wants to be but feels as if nobody would support her. shes scared of what people would think of her. she just wants to be herself but doesn't know who she wants to be. sure being a personification has its perks but it gets boring once in a while. although she gave the role to her older brother she still makes sure to help him. they both go to america for a world meeting, what happens there? will she survive? (inspired from icelands diary)