we're all beggars here, clawing at each other's sepia-toned loneliness ... || caffeinated afterthoughts and lovers' vomit ||

why does falling in love really hurt?? like, i just love! why does it make me so hurt. and then, i realized... love arrives like a storm tearing down walls i didn't know were there exposing the raw nerve endings of my heart it hurts because feeling is terrifying but the ache is also the proof that i am alive .....

រឿងរ៉ាវបែបមិនធម្មតាមួយ ពីក្មេងដែលគេត្រូវគេធ្វើបាបប្រែក្លាយជាអ្នកប្រុសដែលមានអំណាចកាចមិនធម្មតា វាជាការប្ដូរវិញ្ញាណមួយចូលខ្លួនមួយទៀត ហួយ៎ ក៏ប្រែតែគេត្រូវបានដាក់ឈ្មោះថាជា omega តែប៉ុណ្ណោះ ប៉ុន្តែការដែលមានភេទជា omega គឺតែងតែត្រូវគេមើលងាយជានិច្ចព្រោះទន់ខ្សោយ តើនឹងមានរឿងអ្វីកើតឡើងក្រោយ omega តូចប្ដូរវិញ្ញាណហើយ គេបានជួបជាមួយ Mafia ម្នាក់នោះ...ហើយMafia ម្នាក់នោះជាមិត្តកាលគេនៅនឹងរាងកាយចាស់

She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems, letters or long texts. These are poems that she writes trying to describe how it feels to live with certain mental health issues, in a world that disregards outcasts. So, these are on the darker side of the spectrum. Some poems might be distressing for some readers. I personally enjoy consuming dark content, it's kinda like a coping mechanism. I really hope none of you relate with any of these :) I'll be posting only poems here, I'll try to be as active as I can. The poems are not in any order. They are just the thoughts that pop up any time of the day. (8.11.2023) PS: Please check out 'safe space'. I need your help to make it a real safe space, readers! Ranking: #1 shortpoem #1 distressing #1 poetry (17.1.2024) #1 poem (24.1.2024)

✧₊˚🌷 ╱ 𝒄𝒍𝒖𝒃𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏.𝒄𝒐𝒎 ₊˚✧ 🦢 🍰 ❛ 𝗂 𝖼𝖺𝗇'𝗍 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗈 𝖼𝗅𝗎𝖻 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾𝗇. ❜ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 . . . 𝗄𝖾𝗇𝖽𝖺𝗅𝗒𝗇𝗇 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾𝗌 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗉𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝖺𝖼𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗇𝗍𝗌 .ᐟ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ✧₊˚. ❪ 𝓰𝗋𝖺𝗉𝗁𝗂𝖼 𝓼𝗁𝗈𝗉 ╱ 𝓪𝖼𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗇𝗍 𝓱𝖾𝗅𝗉 ❫ ❪ 𝓫𝗂𝗈 𝓭𝖾𝗌𝖼𝗋𝗂𝗉𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝓬𝗋𝖾𝖽𝗂𝗍𝗌: @𝗰𝗹𝘃𝗯𝗵𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗻 ❫ ❪ 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗒 𝖼𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝗒: 𝗉𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗅𝗃𝖺𝗋𝗌 ❫ ₊˚.✧ ╱ ౨ৎ ₊˚ꗃ 𝓼𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝓬𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝓯𝗈𝗋 𝓻𝖾𝗏𝖺𝗆𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗀 ❪ ✿ ❫ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ✧₊˚. ❛ 𝖽𝖺𝗇𝖼𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗇 𝒄𝒍𝒖𝒃 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏 ❜ ₊˚.✧ ▎ © ❪ 𝟱𝘀𝗼𝘀𝗰𝗼𝘄𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 ╱ 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟧 ❫ ₊˚✧ ౨ৎ

"Left Unseen" In a room full of a thousand voices, have you ever felt like your silence screams the loudest? Being ignored isn't just an experience; it's a wound that whispers fears of invisibility. Left Unseen is a poetic journey through the raw emotions of being overlooked, forgotten, and invisible. It unravels the suffocating weight of unspoken words and the quiet pain of existing in shadows. Each poem resonates with those who have felt unseen-whether in crowded rooms or intimate spaces. This collection explores the fragility of connection, the ache of loneliness, and the courage it takes to reclaim your voice. Relatable. Honest. Haunting. For those who've felt ignored, Left Unseen offers the solace of being understood. #1 poetry

Author:Empire Black Knight Alternative names:全民游戏：从丧尸末日开始挂机 Genre:Action, Adventure, Fantasy Source:Webnovel Status:Ongoing Rating: 8.6/10 from 3069 ratings Fang Heng was transmigrated to a parallel world and his soul was forced into the body of a man who had just committed suicide. Huh? What? Every human here was being forced to join a game? Those who refused would be killed? Wait? This suicide dude was a pro gamer? He had the highest S-rank talent sill, the Zombie Clone? Damn! The S-rank skill evolved! My zombie clones could auto hunt! [Your zombie army has crafted Wooden Axe x720 when you were offline. You have received 1921 experience points for the Basic Crafting skill.] [Your zombie army has chopped down 27,821 trees and gathered 128,973 pieces of wood while you were offline. You have received 2,171,921 experience points for the Basic Wood Chopping skill.] Just as the rest of the players were struggling to survive in the zombie apocalyptic game, Fang Heng's zombie clones were starting to clear every resource out of the forest. Hm... What an interesting game

~ are these the last ones / or the ones that'll last? ~

THE MOUNTAIN IS YOU By: Brianna Wiest This is a book about self-sabotage. Why we do it, when we do it, and how to stop doing it-for good. Coexisting but conflicting needs create self-sabotaging behaviors. This is why we resist efforts to change, often until they feel completely futile. But by extracting crucial insight from our most damaging habits, building emotional intelligence by better understanding our brains and bodies, releasing past experiences at a cellular level, and learning to act as our highest potential future selves, we can step out of our own way and into our potential. For centuries, the mountain has been used as a metaphor for the big challenges we face, especially ones that seem impossible to overcome. To scale our mountains, we actually have to do the deep internal work of excavating trauma, building resilience, and adjusting how we show up for the climb. In the end, it is not the mountain we master, but ourselves.

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