Starburst
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Last published Mon, Jul 24, 2023
Andrea Kai Davis sees no meaning to life and the beauty of it. It takes sheer willpower to not leave earth until the day he designated for himself. But she creeps into his thoughts and eventually into his life and at first he sees it as an intrusion. But he knows deep down that she is exactly like him, underneath it all. Would she be able to stop his self destruction? Would she succumb to hers too? Or would he save her from her gradual self decimation? This is not a love story. This is a tale of bittersweet memories, happiness, regret, pain and self discovery.
Trigger WARNINGS: self harm
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