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Behind the mask | depressed!peter parker

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Reads 66
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Parts 2
Time <5 mins

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Peter Parker a former hydra captive and weapon now struggles to live life in the outside world, battling with depression and anxiety to the extent that it becomes dangerous for him. However, on the outside, he puts on a mask, a mask that says, "im fine." 
Because suppressing his feelings and putting on a brave face is his way of coping, so as not to be the burden he believes he is. After all nobody, actually likes him, they just pity him... right?

Ontop of all his worries, aunt may is verbally and physically abusive towards peter after Uncle Ben's death. And things take a huge turn for the worse when hydra show up
Is there any hope left for him? does he get the help he needs?  does he ever remember bucky? and how do the Avengers come into play in the story of peter parker...does he reveal what's - behind the mask...?

!!!*TW*!!!
explicit self harm
Anorexia
Suicide
Abuse
Injury detail
Voices n stuff
TortureAll Rights Reserved

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Behind closed doors by Spidersoning

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Their Little Spider by Fantasy_Fanatic03

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