A Toast To Her Twisted Reality

M just a socially awkward kid with a messed up head, jumping from one ideal to another, feeling a rollercoaster of emotions. Sometimes they r so heavy and pressurising that they burst in some of the most unexpected ways.

What do you do when you have only known how to play a facade since years? What to do when u try and try and yet fail to communicate your struggles?
So hopefully this poem brings some comfort to those who struggle to talk about their problems. Hopefully this poem makes u feel understood, seen and heard.

Everyone experience different emotions. But they are all interconnected in a giant mesh. This poem is my side of that mesh. These r my struggles and thoughts. Funny how i have enough words to write a poem about them but not a single letter to describe it face to face to anyone else.

random emotions all mixed into one literary piece. more than a poetry, its an expression of words that i wish i could have figured out much before.