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Parts 62
Time 21h 26m

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anxietydisorder autism bojancvjetićanin carpediem eurovision eurovision2023 friendstolovers friendswithbenefits janpeteh jokerout jokeroutband krisgustin mentalhealth nacejordan originalcharacter slovenia songcontest tourettes

"And i wouldn't marry me either" - You're loosing me, Taylor Swift 

"But i'd marry you with paper rings, ohoh, that's right. You're the one i want" - Paper rings, Taylor Swift 

Eurovision 2023 is approaching and the band Joker Out is representing their beloved country, Slovenia. Band member Tuva Solveig Linn has her challenges with autism and heavy anxiety as well as Tourette syndrome and the stress of competing in Europes biggest song competition, isn't helping much. 
However she has the support of her childhood best friend Kris, and whole team behind her. Through the Eurovision journey her mental health is challenged and Tuva gains an eye for not only a girl but a close friend of hers. 
What happens when love gets complicated and feelings are difficult to understand and navigate? 
What happens when meds can no longer keep mental health in control?  

"Cause they see right through me, can you see right through me?" - The Archer, Taylor Swift 

"I forget you aren't mine, It's impossible to acclimate, Every time we talk we understate" Cedar, Gracie Abrams 

This story deals with topics/words which can be offensive 
- Homophobia 
- Hatecrime
- Selfharm 
- Anxiety 
- Panic/Anxiety attacks 
- OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) 
- Autism/ASD 
- Slurs (only for characters rightful use and myself as i don't use slurs which belong to minorities i'm not a part of) 
- Contains heavy sexual themes/smut 

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anxietydisorder autism bojancvjetićanin carpediem eurovision eurovision2023 friendstolovers friendswithbenefits janpeteh jokerout jokeroutband krisgustin mentalhealth nacejordan originalcharacter slovenia songcontest tourettes

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Spinning Out✔️ by SashaBastien

His brows furrowed in frustration. "You keep tensing up and it's making me lose my grip." I was tensing up because I didn't trust him. It didn't take a genius to know that. I hadn't been used to falling in a while. "You need to relax." He said looking me up and down. My jaw clenched. "Oh, so I'm the problem?" I crossed my arms. "You can't even lift me." I said raising my voice. This was never going to work. "I could if you'd stop shifting your weight." I rolled my eyes and shook my head. I was going to kill Jackson Nova. ------------------------------ Luna Martinez has been dancing for as long as she can remember. But she has a medical condition that no one knows about and dancing might actually kill her. Then one day, Jackson Nova, the last person she ever wants to see shows up at the studio throwing her off her balance. Jax Nova is a star dancer, well-known in New York City because his father owns The Nova Dance Company. After a comment that makes him question if he really is meant to be dancing, he decides to make a change in his life. With the New York City Summer Dance competitions at stake and duet partners quitting left and right, they're both put in situations that they haven't prepared for. And they can barely stop arguing to even practice with each other. Started: November 2021 Completed: August 2022

Separated by ryuwritings321

Tropes: Slightly Forbidden Romance, He falls first and Harder, Tragic Past, Mafia Romance, Yakuza Princess, He made her feel again, Dark Fairytale 𝙎𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝘼𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙘 https://pin.it/5mWVgoO 𝙎𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩 Him and I - G-easy, Halsey Where have you been - Rihanna Wildest Dreams - Taylor Swift Feline - Delta Goodrem Alive - Sia Let me Love you - DJ Snake ft. Justin Bieber Centuries - Fall out Boy Young and Beautiful - Lana Del Rey Wolves - Selena Gomez & Marshmellow The Other Side - Ruelle Princesses Don't Cry - CARYS 𝙉𝙞𝙠𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙞 𝙁𝙚𝙙𝙤𝙧𝙤𝙫 He was confident that he could be the next leader of the American Bratva. His family has been an indisposable pillar to the brotherhood and has left a lasting impression time and time again. Where the future of the Bratva was still unstable, he had to be on his best game. No distractions. No time to waste. And yet, he sees her. Looking ever bit poised and elegant. But he knew there was more. 𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙤𝙧𝙞 𝙎𝙖𝙠𝙪𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙪𝙠𝙞 She is a strong headed girl who did anything she liked and pleased. Because she was in the position to be able to do so. She did all things no other girl in similar position as her. Martial Arts, archery, kendo, and even shooting. But she presented herself like any other respectable young lady, drilled with countless hours of etiquette lessons and how to show the world the fake and graceful side of her. So what happens when a man she couldn't really care less about, figures her true persona? Who she truly is, on the inside?

Sing To My Heart by JH_Studios

Note: They are humans instead of animals. Sorry to anyone who thought it would be like beastars or like we got teleported to their world. This is a reader insert and they are all human. Will include swears, triggering/disturbing tropics, might have some heated moments. Read at your discretion. I don't own any of the characters or songs used in the story. Any songs that I say belongs to the reader is just for the story. All rights to the songs and characters (expect y/n) go to the rightful owners. Also this story was inspired by @OneArtsyGamer03 ,please go check out her stories since they are amazing. This is my original story but there are some similarities to her's, so please go show her stories some love because she definitely deserves it. Runawaying from Redshore city wasn't my plan but I felt trapped in that city. You never could make it unless you had connections or were from a famous family and that's not how I wanted it to go. I love to sing and my best friend got me into dance. Now I love going with the flow and letting the music take over my body. I ran away from my home with nothing but my skateboard, guitar and a back full with anything I could shove inside of it. Now I live in a studio apartment, making my own songs with choreography for them and casually posting the audio of the song or the actual dance video on the internet because why not. I work at a skate shop to help pay my bills and to stay out of trouble with the police since I've gotten in trouble with them a couple of times for street performing without a license. But like my best friend used to say, "You're only in trouble if you get caught" and I never did, so now I just chat up with them to pass some time or to help someone. When I heard of a singing competition I thought it couldn't hurt. I mean I might be able to win a nice prize and get some more publicity for my music, which was more important to me then some cash prize but it would be nice.

Another Planet - (A TaySquared Love Story) {completed} by sleeptightswift

"Im Taylor, yes the blonde curly haired, blue eyed country-pop princess, who sings what she experiences, and yes, i am the long term girlfriend of Joe Jonas. five years. i may be blonde, but it doesnt mean i cant see lies. i may be rich, but it doesnt mean im not down to earth. and i may be in a relationship, but it doesnt mean i cant find others attractive, right?" Taylor is just like any other twenty one year old. she sits in her bedroom and plays guitar, has an obsession with cats, loves the color purple and may or may not flip her blonde locks around when her favorite songs come on. if someone tells you they love you, youre going to most likely believe them... no matter how old you are. Your Smile Takes Me To... Another Planet... every move you make. everything you say if right.... **************************I AM IN NO WAY AFFILIATED WITH TAYLOR AND HER MANAGMENT! This strictly for fun!***********************

𝐄𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐄𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 - Joost Klein by slxtforcelebs

Madelyn Rose, a singer who heals her trauma by writing music, has made it into eurovision. Something she had only dreamed of, has come true. Everything is going smoothly until she meets the Dutch eurovision representative, Joost Klein. He steals her heart, but can she accept this love after all whats happened to her? Her vision on the world starts to change, but then something happens which throws her right back into the dark pit she thought she had finally escaped. Love, cutting ties, anxiety attacks and the Eurovision final all come together. How will this end? Will she find her forever love, or will her career fall apart? ( this is going to be the slowest slowburn ever, as of a request of a dear friend of mine. Thanks for giving feedback and ideas for my story Juul :3 ) !! TRIGGER WARNINGS !! IF YOU DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH ONE OF THESE, CLICK OUT OF THIS FIC. This story will mention: sexual stuff, child abuse, violence, suicide, self harm, smoking, alcohol, drugs, substance abuse, verbal abuse, parent loss, starvation, death, anxiety/panick attacks, if anything needs to be added or if i forgot something, please tell me! PS : English isn't my first language, be kind when it comes to spelling and grammar <3

Midnight Falls by RealPerryThePlatypus

When you're a seventeen-year-old girl with anxiety disorder and a gorgeous, popular girl that absolutely hates your guts for who-knows-what reason bullying you whenever she gets the chance, Anna Falls has no choice but to face reality.... her life sucks. But the little sparks of hope that build up her optimistic, bright soul convince her otherwise. She will always think of one thing and that there is hope in life. Maybe even a goal. It might not be visible now, but she knew that it became as clear as a bell when she ran into Luke Carter. Twice. In one day. Second time being literally into him. -- "How about fifty-fifty?" I offer in ragged breaths. "We could have just done this from the beginning," he replies, breathing heavily. We both chuckle. I gaze into his green eyes. "Your eyes are really beautiful," I blurt out. "I know," he smirks. "Are you always that egotistic?" "It depends," he answers, pushing my hair behind my ear. I smile at him. "You're welcome then." "I never said thank you." "And I said you're welcome. Are we done, Catherine Obvious?" -- #3 in annoying: 11/18/2020 #39 in teenagers: 01/03/2021 #8 in disorder: 01/12/2021 #110 in romance: 01/19/2021 All media used within the cover does not belong to me, but belongs to the app Canva.

If You Love Me by slybatspidow

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

His Mia by obsessive_writer0

Mia Rives 18 year old Mia lost her parents in a tragic accident when she was 15. She found herself in an abusive relationship, shes lost in her own head, she doesn't know her worth. That all changes when she meets him. She keeps him separated from her pain, but will it last? Can he prove to her she's worthy of love before it's to late? Aiden Becker He's 19 and feels as though he's nothing on this earth. Aiden has a heart condition, when he was 8 years old he had a heart transplant and suddenly his body is starting to reject it. His parents are drunks and they abuse him. When he meets her he wants to shield her from his condition and his parents. He wants to put her first. Will he be able to keep his secret from her or will things turn crazy? -------------- "Aiden we can't do this, Im with Elliot." I say breathlessly. It's not him I'm trying to convince. It's me. He grips my waist harder and gently pushes me against the sink "You mean that piece of shit who doesn't know how to show u real love, that piece of shit who I just beat into the concrete because he touched you without your permission?" His tone is deadly, he's angry and he's holding me like I'm the only thing that can calm him. He gently grabs my neck and brings our faces closer, I can feel his breath on my lips. He's trying to control himself, but I'm not sure if I want him too. "You drive me fucking crazy Mia, and the thought of his hands on you makes me want to do very bad things to him." He pants out, slowly gliding his fingers along my birthmark. His hands are everywhere on me and I can't take the burning sensation in my lower stomach as his eyes bore into mine. "Kiss me Aiden, touch me. Please just do something." I beg. Trigger warning and mature themes⚠️ (Physical, mental and emotional abuse (Drug abuse (Suicidal and homicidal tendencies (Sexual assault (Blood, aggression. Chapters that include these things will have a warning. Started: December 28th, 2022 Finished: March 18th, 2023

Flames of Passion in Los Angeles *COMPLETE* by Strale26

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Inspire: Book One (bxb) ✔️ by PsychoSunbaenim

Book One of Five in the New Beginnings Series. **You do NOT have to read Inhale, Exhale, & Breathe to enjoy these stories** #1 in bxb tag: 09/21/2024 #4 in friendstolovers tag: 9/21/2024 CYRUS PIERCE: I'm content in my almost soundless world. I prefer to live through the romance stories I weave and post online. Hardly anyone reads my books, even if they're free, but I do have one fan, and he's supported me since I started writing two years ago. Except, my writing started to take a depressing dive when I realized that you simply couldn't prevent nor protect your heart from falling for someone. For him. For the one who had no interest in me. When I fell in love with him, I thought we had a chance. It was an accident. Turned out, I couldn't be more wrong. He doesn't want me, and I wasn't supposed to have him. It didn't matter if he showed up in the bookstore every day, talking to everyone else except me. Nor did it matter at all because he didn't know sign language. He couldn't learn. We couldn't communicate. But after I go on a date and it ends in putrid disaster, he makes his appearance known, and he's angry. Then he's doing things for me that confuse me. My stories are filling up with pages of content, dreams that I want to come true, and my mystery commenter encourages me to continue-to reach my happiness. To take what I want. But the activities planned start sparking familiarity-like I lived it before, or maybe dreamed it. Or maybe, just maybe, I'd written it before? My mind is spiraling, but I can't stop myself from getting closer and closer to him. I'm not supposed to have him, but my heart craves him. Sage Monroe, I'm in love with you, and I'm scared now because I have a feeling that you've been communicating with me in more ways than one.

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Spinning Out✔️

His brows furrowed in frustration. "You keep tensing up and it's making me lose my grip." I was tensing up because I didn't trust him. It didn't take a genius to know that. I hadn't been used to falling in a while. "You need to relax." He said looking me up and down. My jaw clenched. "Oh, so I'm the problem?" I crossed my arms. "You can't even lift me." I said raising my voice. This was never going to work. "I could if you'd stop shifting your weight." I rolled my eyes and shook my head. I was going to kill Jackson Nova. ------------------------------ Luna Martinez has been dancing for as long as she can remember. But she has a medical condition that no one knows about and dancing might actually kill her. Then one day, Jackson Nova, the last person she ever wants to see shows up at the studio throwing her off her balance. Jax Nova is a star dancer, well-known in New York City because his father owns The Nova Dance Company. After a comment that makes him question if he really is meant to be dancing, he decides to make a change in his life. With the New York City Summer Dance competitions at stake and duet partners quitting left and right, they're both put in situations that they haven't prepared for. And they can barely stop arguing to even practice with each other. Started: November 2021 Completed: August 2022