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  • Reads 31,224
  • Votes 812
  • Parts 62
  • Time 21h 26m
Ongoing, First published Jul 26, 2023
Mature
"And i wouldn't marry me either" - You're loosing me, Taylor Swift 

"But i'd marry you with paper rings, ohoh, that's right. You're the one i want" - Paper rings, Taylor Swift 

Eurovision 2023 is approaching and the band Joker Out is representing their beloved country, Slovenia. Band member Tuva Solveig Linn has her challenges with autism and heavy anxiety as well as Tourette syndrome and the stress of competing in Europes biggest song competition, isn't helping much. 
However she has the support of her childhood best friend Kris, and whole team behind her. Through the Eurovision journey her mental health is challenged and Tuva gains an eye for not only a girl but a close friend of hers. 
What happens when love gets complicated and feelings are difficult to understand and navigate? 
What happens when meds can no longer keep mental health in control?  

"Cause they see right through me, can you see right through me?" - The Archer, Taylor Swift 

"I forget you aren't mine, It's impossible to acclimate, Every time we talk we understate" Cedar, Gracie Abrams 

This story deals with topics/words which can be offensive 
- Homophobia 
- Hatecrime
- Selfharm 
- Anxiety 
- Panic/Anxiety attacks 
- OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) 
- Autism/ASD 
- Slurs (only for characters rightful use and myself as i don't use slurs which belong to minorities i'm not a part of) 
- Contains heavy sexual themes/smut 

Page count: unfinished 
Word count: unfinished
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