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Parts 62
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anxietydisorder autism bojancvjetićanin carpediem eurovision eurovision2023 friendstolovers friendswithbenefits janpeteh jokerout jokeroutband krisgustin mentalhealth nacejordan originalcharacter slovenia songcontest tourettes

"And i wouldn't marry me either" - You're loosing me, Taylor Swift 

"But i'd marry you with paper rings, ohoh, that's right. You're the one i want" - Paper rings, Taylor Swift 

Eurovision 2023 is approaching and the band Joker Out is representing their beloved country, Slovenia. Band member Tuva Solveig Linn has her challenges with autism and heavy anxiety as well as Tourette syndrome and the stress of competing in Europes biggest song competition, isn't helping much. 
However she has the support of her childhood best friend Kris, and whole team behind her. Through the Eurovision journey her mental health is challenged and Tuva gains an eye for not only a girl but a close friend of hers. 
What happens when love gets complicated and feelings are difficult to understand and navigate? 
What happens when meds can no longer keep mental health in control?  

"Cause they see right through me, can you see right through me?" - The Archer, Taylor Swift 

"I forget you aren't mine, It's impossible to acclimate, Every time we talk we understate" Cedar, Gracie Abrams 

This story deals with topics/words which can be offensive 
- Homophobia 
- Hatecrime
- Selfharm 
- Anxiety 
- Panic/Anxiety attacks 
- OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) 
- Autism/ASD 
- Slurs (only for characters rightful use and myself as i don't use slurs which belong to minorities i'm not a part of) 
- Contains heavy sexual themes/smut 

Page count: unfinished 
Word count: unfinishedAll Rights Reserved

anxietydisorder autism bojancvjetićanin carpediem eurovision eurovision2023 friendstolovers friendswithbenefits janpeteh jokerout jokeroutband krisgustin mentalhealth nacejordan originalcharacter slovenia songcontest tourettes

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Inspire: Book One (bxb) ✔️ by PsychoSunbaenim

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30 Day OTP Challenge [AmeriPan] by Jocy-Chick

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Spinning Out✔️ by SashaBastien

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Another Planet - (A TaySquared Love Story) {completed} by sleeptightswift

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If You Love Me by slybatspidow

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

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