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How a butterfly loses it's wings

Marswithinreach

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Marswithinreach

anxiety butterfly depression fear hope love romance sadness trichotillomania

She never thought she'd feel the way she did. One look from someone she thought she knew would change her life forever. 
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Meet Willow. A girl who loved her whole life thinking she was broken, useless, and unlovable. That is until she starts to notice something new and exciting forming between her and a boy she thought she knew. 



HIII! If you've read all this and are interested first off THANK YOU! I also want to give some warnings about this book. I'm not 100% on where this story will go but I want to give fair warning on what I do know and will update as I go. 
First off this story will hint at and include self harm. Including trichotillomania, possible cutting, and skin picking. 
This story may also include talk of anxiety and panic attacks as well as fears the protagonist has. 
This story will include language and verbal abuse. 
This story will also include romantic scenes, HOWEVER it will not include smut or sexual scenes as I do not feel it will move the story along. If that changes I will update this. 
If any of these topics make you feel uncomfortable or uneasy please reconsider reading this. My DM is always open so feel free to contact me about any emotions or uneasy feelings you have about any chapters. This story is not going to be light and fluffy all the time so please feel free to reach out.All Rights Reserved

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