Love in the Same School Uniform

"I am a young, carefree student with a little fear inside my head, inside my heart. The fear of falling in love with the same as me. Fear of falling in love with a guy. The world would hate me if I did love a boy too. What a really cruel situation. I wanna fall in love but I could not. I wanna do it but I avoid doing it. Eottokhae? I am getting older now and I still do not know what to do with love. I am always getting jealous with my classmates who have their own boyfriends. I want a boyfriend too."