Help Now

I am yelling so loud, but no one hears
Hart becoming weaker and weaker about to die.
I am yelling so loud but no one hears
I scream but no one cares.
I am here in a room so dark. so cold.
I see light
I run but slip and fall
It's so cold, no one to hold,
I find myself trapped over and over
I pray to God but no response.
I am falling apart God were are you?
I"m so sad so broken down. My hart has been broke for 5 years straight. Every night I cry trying to figure out why and what went wrong . People see me acting not like me
I want to tell why but don't know how.
I just want to tell you God should take me know!
I have no help from no loved one.
My aunt is gone she was my love the one.