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I'm definitely not a hero. And it's not like it's my fault or anything that I became a so-called 'villain', it's more like the 'heroes' just kind of suck. It isn't my fault my whole family was murdered, and it isn't my fault the 'heroes' broke their promise and failed to save us. And it definitely isn't my fault that the government collapsed fifty years ago, even though technically, that was my father's fault. Then again, if the government hadn't done those stupid experiments, none of this would have happened in the first place. It's not my fault that the strongest 'hero' in the world almost killed my father and took over the country. And it is definitely not my fault that I fell in love with some dorky idiot hero I'm going to have to end up killing. But, still, it's my responsibility to fix all the shit the first experiments caused, so I guess I better suck it up and get on with it.
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-Dystopian, non-idol AU.
-Minchan/ Banginho centric
-Warnings: Blood, slightly graphic descriptions, cursing, mentions of suicide, light sexual harassment mentioned
Characters~
Lee Minho, power: Levanter
Chris Bahng Chan, power: Back Door
Seo Changbin, power: Give Me Your TMI
Hwang Hyunjin, power: Case 143
Han Jisung, power: Miroh
Lee Felix, power: Glow
Kim Seungmin, power: Venom
Yang Jeongin, power: Cheese
I screwed up. I mean, really screwed up. I don't remember a time where I haven't screwed up, but this feels like I've gone past the point of no return.
I've always thought that people wouldn't care. Wouldn't care if I suddenly dissappeared off the face of the earth. They wouldn't care if I was being beaten senseless on the ground. No one has ever cared, and I don't believe they ever will. Not really.
Sometimes people just need a reminder. A reminder that they're worth it and that they're not alone. Some people just need a person they can trust. Some people are just so far gone that there's no saving them.
How sad it is that I'm one of the latter.
Trigger warnings: self harm, suicidal thoughts/attempt, depression, abusive parents, trauma, abuse, self destruction etc.
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