Getting killed and waking up as one of your favorite youtuber roleplay characters sounds like a dream! Unless you like the Dream smp, have no social life, and are nothing like the original.
Y/N has lived on her own for years after a dispute with some of the Dream SMP. Remaining mostly isolated from the world, she's never been interested in friendships or relationships of any kind. So when she runs into a pink haired man during one of her adventures, she's startled by her own rush of emotions towards him. Even despite the violent secrets he may be hiding from her.