Falling

She has regretted so many times, but didn't want to listen. She knows what people think. That she is useless. That she is pathetic. That she should just die. She agrees with all them. But what they don't get, is that she's not trying. She doesn't care about making friends or fitting in or getting good grades. She just cares about what little she has. Her actual friends. But she wonders, what her friends would do if they knew she was dying.