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Sanity to my Insanity

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Parts 20
Time 3h 34m

Reads 91
Votes 14
Parts 20
Time 3h 34m

Mature

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What happens when suddenly you're no more the sheltered pampered kid but a stranger among strangers. You grow up maybe into a more sensible one.
And when you find comfort in those people, they become your family and home.
At the end of this journey, though, you'll always have that one special best friend that would not leave you even when life throws a curveball and the only one you can always rely on.
But could you be just friends with that amazing human without wanting more when he understands that kid inside you too well and yet never blows you off.
Dylan, a beautiful, innocent girl, never having had any guy friends because of her over protective family when finally gets her wish and befriend one of the most popular guy of college, struggling to keep her feelings in check become quite a prerequisite.
Arden, a reckless yet caring guy, never having thought about love, when suddenly hit with it, loses his way in the dark forest of emotions, would she become a beacon of light for him or will he be lost in his own battles within and lose someone who once was close to him.
Best friends is a boundary that edges between friendship and love without a certainty of what happens when you tumble on the other side. 
Let's see if they survive the fall or drown in their own love.All Rights Reserved

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