t.w. this story will explain the life of me ..well the author of all my books ..now it will be extremely graphic and hard for some readers but it will show you how much people go through and the trauma people deal with ! if you know of anyone who is going through this please don't make fun of them,try to get help in some way . because we don't deserve this no one does and it takes forever to try and heal. so with that I will give you the warning again in graphic and very sad but I'm over 18 now and I'm away from my abuser so I'm okay!