Waiting Or You?

/Akutagawa x Reader x Dazai/

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Throughout your life, you always found yourself surrounded by two millstones. Stones, either of which could topple unpredictably, bringing devastation. The fate of upcoming events always depended solely on your decisions.

Except...this was never truly about stones.

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Salvation.

To you, that was him, Osamu Dazai. The man who saved you that night, and yet always left you hoping for more. More than you could ever receive from him, and instead, left you drowning in uncertainty he was giving you.

Loyalty was always foreign subject for him, and that was something not even your existence could fix. Independence and manipulation were the only words to define him.

While on one hand, he was everything you ever desired to have, on the other there was always him.

Akutagawa, your partner, who not even once questioned his loyalty to you, despite only arranged partnership between you two. Even with knowing the various feelings you had towards him, he just remained by your side, offering protection when needed.

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While once so sure who your heart belongs, now doubts were haunting you, making you contemplate your every step, Dazai's sudden comeback and interest in you making it way harder for you.

However, things become even more complex when you realize that your heart suddenly feels the need to be closer to Akutagawa.

The question is simple.

Which of the millstones are you gonna let fall down and break?

Decision lies solely in your hands.