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This Life is Mine

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Reads 762
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Parts 40
Time 4h 42m

TransAceWithAPan

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The final book in the 'Tipping Point' series!
WARNING: Rated Mature for graphic depictions of violence and strong language!

Tord had been tired of being treated like a pawn; that's why he left.
Tord had believed when his father told him he was nothing on his own; that's why he was afraid of feeling anything.

After all these years, he should be happy. He's gotten rid of his father and William.

So why isn't he happy?

Because he had made a promise...
Only to break it years later.

Cross-posted on Ao3, FF.Net, and Quotev under the same user.
Cover Art: Creator-V on DeviantArt!All Rights Reserved

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Too broken to fix (TomTord) by Sofia_White2962

After 'The End', Edd, Matt, and Tom moved into apartments. After a while, Edd and Matt got closer and shared an apartment to save more money. They won three lotteries, which gave them enough money (with extra) to buy a new house or to rebuild the old one. This all happened in five months, people who knew what happened to them would consider them very lucky. Though they thought that Tord died during the incident, they would think of him from time to time and they would be sad. Especially Tom, whenever he thought about the communist he would try his best to get him off his mind. Though, no matter what he did, he never succeeded. He felt horrible for killing him. Little did they know though- Tord was alive- just not in a good way. He wants to die. A/N CHARACTERS BELONG TO EDDSWORLD NOT ME. I DO NOT (AND WILL NEVER) SHIP THE ACTUAL PEOPLE WHO PLAYED THESE CHARACTER'S ROLES. I ONLY SHIP THE CHARACTERS. NONE OF THE ART THAT MIGHT BE INCLUDED IS MINE UNLESS I SAY SO. Lastly, hope you enjoy. 👍🏻😊😇

Trust issues by Headcannons

The end is over. The dust has finally settled, and edd, matt, and tom have recovered. Unfortunately the same can not be said for tord. He's been kicked from the army, leaving him homeless and riddled with guilt and depression. The trio let him into their home once more, but things will never go back to the way they used to. It did nothing to help tord's depression. How will tord get over all this tramma? Well, you'll have to read to find out, won't you? ----- Cover was made by me

Emotionless... (TomTord) by Sweety1635

*After The End* After the incident with Tord's giant robot a lot of stuff happened. He left the army, but he still lives with his soldiers Paul and Patrick. But something is wrong with Tord... After what happened, he felt so lonely...maybe too much lonely... He is losing his emotions piece by piece and ended up with no emotions at all... Only guilt and pain...

In Our Nightmares | TordTom by MrGrayNyx

After the incident in 'The End' Tord was found on the hill by his two most trusted soldiers and parents. He was brought to the nearest hospital to get himself treated As for the others, they now live inside their own apartments. Nothing really changed. They're still good friends. Although, Tom hasn't been the same. Matt rarely looks at himself anymore As for Edd. Oh, Edd... He's been hurt the most. Not physically, but mentally. Being betrayed by your "best friend" hurts But there was this one question that continues to lurk inside their minds Did Tord survive? Is he alive? They were never sure. They never found his body But one night everything changed... Where they see a specific Norwegian again... But not in your normal story where'd they accidentally bump into him.. No, no. It's not at all that... But something completely different.. - Book cover made by yours truly! It's very cringy I swear- Also, I purposely spelled words wrong when it was the gangs younger self speaking Enjoy! ⚠️WARNING⚠️ [] TordTom [] EddMatt [] Recurring nightmares [] A lot of sad Tord ⚠️STRONGER TOPICS⚠️ [] Depressive thoughts [] Abuse [] Self-hate and harm [] Horrible past memories [] Suicide attempts [] Suicide ⚠️If you get triggered easily by these things I recommend that you do not read this story⚠️ - [] Writing dates [] 💚Prologue💜 - March/06/2020 ❤️Epilogue💙 - Feb/01/2021 [] Posting dates [] 💚Prologue💜 - Feb/01/2021 ❤️Epilogue💙 - /00/2021

Chained In Servility by TransAceWithAPan

First book in the 'Tipping Point' series! WARNING: The following story contains a slow start! Rated Mature for graphic depictions of violence and strong language! His father had chained him in servility and tied him down to a family tree that was nothing but a web of lies in a patriarchal prison. Tord wasn't going to surrender just yet. All feedback is appreciated! I enjoy reading your comments! :) Cross-posted on Ao3, FF.Net, and Quotev under the same user. Cover Art: @rlx_ekdmx on Instagram

What Are We? by NoBalls_Cees

"I can be your worst nightmare, or the greatest thing you've ever seen. But, what are you? What are we?" Tord comes back months after "The End." He begs for forgiveness from his old besties. Matt; forgave easily, but still mentions how tord ruined his beautiful face. Edd; took some convincing, but learned to forgive and forget. But Tom never wanted tord back. He never forgave him. But he didn't have a say. He locked himself in his room, barely coming to eat. And when he is out, he either completely Ignores Tord or argues with him. How does Tords return effect the others? Will they let Tord stay forever? Or let Tom get his way and get tord kicked out? What new feelings does The red man find? What new, raw, emotions make him become? I DREW THE COVER. ITS MINE. WARNING: lots of swearing. Blood too 😛 Tumblr is notnoballscees!! It's all related to this series :) Series is now on ao3

Born to Live a Legacy by TransAceWithAPan

Sequel to 'Chained In Servility' WARNING: Rated Mature for graphic depictions of violence and strong language! Tord didn't want to suffer any longer; he was bringing an end to a legacy that his father had dragged him and his friends into. Cross-posted on Ao3, FF.Net, and Quotev under the same user. Cover Art: ZayrenVie on Twitter!

Ice Cold (TomTord) by Sweety1635

*The End never happened* Tord left the guys to make his dream come true and become a leader of the Red Army. But something went wrong... He failed a mission and that caused the death of his parents, Paul and Patryck. Tord couldn't help, but feel guilty, because he thought it was his fault. He was becoming depressed, unhappy and broken... He felt weak, he quit the army. And now, he's homeless. But what will happen if the trio will find him again?

Letters from him by Lunak1015

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Shattered Memories (TOMTORD/TORDTOM) ~COMPLETE~ by Strawbirry

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!UNDERGOING REWRITE!A Future That Was Not Told (Future Eddsworld x child reader) cover

Too broken to fix (TomTord) cover

Trust issues cover

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Chained In Servility cover

What Are We? cover

Born to Live a Legacy cover

Ice Cold (TomTord) cover

Letters from him cover

Shattered Memories (TOMTORD/TORDTOM) ~COMPLETE~ cover

The One 【Tordtom/Tomtord】 cover

Who are you? (TomTord) cover

In The Future(TORDTOM) cover

Unsteady (TomTord) cover

Mine {FUTURE TOMTORD} {COMPLETED} cover

Tord's Blood cover

Way too far (TomTord) cover

💔The Pieces of My Heart 💔 (Eddsworld) (TomTord) cover

How time flies cover

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