Brendon & Carlyn have been together forever. They met in high school and got married after graduation against their parents' wishes. They've been through the highs & lows of starting P!ATD the rise to fame, band departures, and life's ups & downs. When tragedy hits, Carlyn finally comes to realise that sometimes love isn't enough to hold onto a relationship that wasn't what she thought it was. Book 1 ***AUTHORS NOTE *** This fiction is purely for entertainment, and corresponding dates, songs, etc. will not be the same as real life. A.N . This is my first ever attempt at a FanFic or even writing a story. Please bear with me. Thanks ❤️