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We're close yet too far, so I fade

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Parts 3
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healing realization self-assesment thoughts

Is it all worth it? Do things I overcome make sense?

So many questions that I get buried by it, thoughts making things so complicated to me. 
I realize, is this because I need to find the purpose of this, why am I doing this, or that.
It's not my thoughts who's bothering me. It's me. 
will this journey answer my what if's, will assure me? Will this realization hit me much that I will regret the decisions I made? Or it will free me from the suffocating thinking I have.All Rights Reserved

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