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De Libertate (eng)

black_porcelain

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Reads 58
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Parts 2
Time 34m

black_porcelain

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|| This is a english translation of
my friends' @smilinghost story ||

❝ Don't you think that surrendering to fate and abandoning yourself to death in order to be free is a completely unnecessary concept? Why would human beings ever accept this ritual in order to obtein freedom? It's definitely unfair. Honestly, humanity is so mediocre... ❞

Nikolai lives his whole life searching for something that would revive him from his disenchanted and pessimistic way to see the world. That something, for him, is the so-called "freedom"... but only after meeting Fyodor he truly understand what freedom is.


warning:
! no canon events !
! depiction of mental illness !
! mentions of death/violence !

settings:
_time: around 1845 
_place: Petersburg

current status: 
_incomplete
_uploading preferably once a month
            
credits:
@smilinghost

translation:
@black_porcelainAll Rights Reserved

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