SELF RESPECT 🇯🇲
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Last published Sat, Jan 11, 2025
Speed is a nineteen year old troubled youth who has been abuse since childhood, she never had the chance for a proper education because of financial difficulties, she lives in a small town on the outskirts, surviving off of her wits and whatever spare cash she could crape together.
Despite having a rough past and seemingly being destitute, Speed has a special talent that she use for good; she was a master mechanic in her own right, able to repair anything with remarkable ease and speed hence the name.
I wish I wrote the way I thought; obsessively, incessantly, with maddening hunger.
I'd write to the point of suffocation. I'd write myself into nervous breakdown, manuscript spiralling out like tentacles into abysmal nothing. And I'd write about you a lot more than I should.
~ Benedict Smith
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