Love Lives and Lies
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Ongoing, First published Aug 02, 2023
Mature
Ava is eighteen and has never been kissed.  She goes off to college hoping that some guy will sweep her off her feet.  Unfortunately, she finds that love isn't that simple to find.  Will Ava find her special someone?  Or will she figure out that college boys aren't all she thought they were cracked up to be?  Follow Ava through the ups and downs of figuring out who she is and who she loves while sifting through all the lies she tells herself and the ones guys tell her.

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I'm eighteen and I can count on one hand how many guys I've kissed.  

Zero.  

Well, that was easy. 

It's the summer before I go off to college and it's almost embarrassing how inexperienced I am.  I barely know how to talk to a guy aside from my best friend Cody.  

I've known Cody since my sophomore year when we ended up in the same French class.  He's a year younger than me, but we honestly have a lot in common.  We're both super active, goofy, and adventurous.  We play the same sports and have the same sense of humor.  

The one thing we don't have in common, is that I have a massive crush on Cody.  There's no chance of anything happening though because Cody always has a steady stream of girls at his disposal.  We're just not in the same social circles.  

Although I would probably have been considered one of the invisible members of my class in high school, Cody is pretty popular in his grade.  Sometimes I wonder why he's even friends with me, but then I remember how much fun we have hanging out and I know I wouldn't change a thing.  

You might wonder why I'm writing about all of this...well, this is the story of how I met the love of my life.  I know that sounds super cheesy, but it's true.  Everything in this story leads up to the point when I find him.  So, sit back and enjoy the ride.
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Jonesing ✓

4 parts Complete Mature

"Wanted to be bold." I blush while I avoid eye contact. "Devin needed to borrow clothes for gym." I stare at my bare legs. "I should've told her no." He shrugs, biting into his sub. "Not a fan of exposing the body." I nibble on my burrito. "I just don't want anyone to get the wrong idea." I tuck my hair behind my ear. "That you're easy." My face reddens as I look at him in the corner of my eyes. After a few moments, I nod. He sighs. "The only thing that makes a girl easy is if she lets every and any guy inside." He runs his fingers through his hair. "Clothes or attitude has nothing to do with it." I trace a circle on my thigh. "And a guy that believes otherwise is either a dick or a rapist." I smile. "Avery." "Ava." "Your brain works in wonderful ways." I get more comfortable and lean on his shoulder. "So you've said." I giggle. "I'm glad to share the same name as you." ~ A girl, a perfectionist, named Avery Jones has been in love with her childhood friend's brother for as long as she can remember. He's never noticed her, though, he doesn't really notice anyone. He's sort of an insouciant philanderer. They couldn't be any different, the only thing that connects them is their names. Oh, by the way, his name is also Avery Jones; no relation. As crazy as it might sound, it's true. Anyway, it isn't until she becomes his mentor that he finally sees her. But will this new circumstance spark a connection or show just how different they are?