Black out days sped up

i wanna scream wanna cry wanna die but the world refuses to let go of what it hates so much...
DEAR GODS AND GODDESS LET ME DIE LET ME BURN OUT GET RID OF THIS PASSION I CAN NOT GET RID OF LEAVE ME BE I DONT WANNA BE INLOVE WITH HER NOT AGAIN I DONT WANNA GET HURT WHY JUST WHY DEAR GODS AND GODDESS