When the lights turned off. (Renga angst. VERY ANGSTY.)

What if reki had more trauma, and was a little more sad? Well this is what I think would have happened. This starts right after the events of sk8 the infinity ep6.

Tw: self harm, suicide, light cursing, depression, eating disorder.
Mature turned on for those reasons.
Please don't read if these topics are triggering. Thank you.