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The sickness called love(Soukoku)

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Parts 17
Time 1h 35m

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ada angst bsd chuuya dazai fanfic fluff pm sickchuuya soukoku

"I only have a few months left so let me not waste it..."

Sick dying chuuya Au
A soukoku fanfic

Warning

Mori's existence(a little bit)
Dazai being Dazai 
Violence
Mental illness 
Sh
Pay attention to warning in beginning of each chapter cuz I won't warn no more
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ada angst bsd chuuya dazai fanfic fluff pm sickchuuya soukoku

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Melting | Soukoku by potatepotato

There are certain things that a lover can do to drive their partner crazy, to make them feel like they are melting. Dazai constantly makes Chuuya feel like he's melting, from the sex they have, the love they share, to even the saddest moments between them. (D) = Dazai's POV (C) = Chuuya's POV Any other POV will be said in the beginning of the chapter Warnings: Smut obviously Anxiety / PTSD SH (scars) Eating disorders (kind of?) Mentions of suicide OOC (out of character) Possible grammar mistakes / Misspelling None of the pictures are mine, I found them on Pinterest. (Cover art is mine!)

Hold On (I Still Need You) by sullyinthestars

Yeah, I woke up and chose pain. Chuuya Nakahara wasn't what he seemed. Manipulating gravity hurt, and corruption slowly tore apart. He drowned himself in anything that would dull his mind, even for a few moments. Osamu Dazai didn't know if living was worth it some days. He was ready to die, he knew that when it came he would go and not have wished for more time. They were alone. Or so they thought. (This really isn't canon compliant. It kind of is, but has very little to do with the actual plot of BSD and other characters. This is my first Soukoku story, and is going to be rather short.) (THERE WILL BE TALK OF SUICIDE AND ATTEMPTS ALONG WITH DEPRESSION, ADDICTION, AND PTSD.) Posts Wednesdays/Thursdays

~{𝕯𝕰𝖁𝕴𝕷𝕾 𝕿𝕽𝕬𝕲𝕰𝕯𝖄}~ Dazaixchuuya by shiper-god

Devils tragedy- "It was just a dream, Osamu" Dazai Osambu was assigned as a double agent. What is he gonna do when this mission turns against him and his Chibi is at risk? ⚠️Abuse- Sexual content- Angst- Self Harm- etc.⚠️ Sorry o suck at description. NOT A ONE SHOT!!! Soukoku- Dazai x Chuuya. Guys my writing gets better trust me #1 in dazai angst. (April19,2024)

I don't want to be alone (continuation Of I don't want perfect by shadowcore0

A few months After kunikida and dazai got together the to got into a fight with dazai leaving the house saying "fine ill just go since being alone is what you want". After walking around he ends up in the hospital after getting shot by someone and hasn't woken up yet. Yet when he dose wake up something is wrong. None of the art is mine and might contain smut

Parted Entanglement { ① } by heathereo

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

|"Maybe,I Will Give It A Shot.."| [𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙠𝙤𝙪] by chxuks

-I DON'T WANT YOU AROUND HIM CAN'T YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT?!?! "what ht hell is wrong with him..?" at sushi thought to himself "why... is he so angry for??" -HE'S MINE AND ONLY MINE!!! ‼️warning‼️ yaoi/BL shinsoukou obvi. smut fluff angst ED⚠️ DISTURBING THOUGHTS. enjoy loves

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions

Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon by Chibi-Tsun2021

Chuuya was suffering from pain. He was hurt badly and he want to ended it by dying. Dazai learn and came to save Chuuya. Both ended up confessing their hidden feeling after all the years of hiding in fear of rejection. [Reminder, there's some chapter that really is a bit detailed. Please be cautious. This a angst, romance and happy ending type of story. I don't really much had a knowledge on writing angst and this is my first one writing that includes mostly angst. So be prepared.] Ps : Don't Copy To Another Site without my permission

Now I'm changed {soukoku} by Imabakuhoe

After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle. 𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide - mentions of self harm - mentions of death -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery

Parted Entanglement { ③ } by heathereo

''It... it wasn't you...'' That was the worst way possible to break the truth to him. On a job in Hiroshima, Chuuya was drunk. He had a one-night-stand with a guy at the hotel, whom he didn't know. He wanted to confess and apologize to Dazai, but he didn't have the courage to do that because he didn't want to lose everything that they had. But at the end, he failed to cover it up. And right when he thought things couldn't get any worse, they just kept worsening. ✨ 18 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Sex ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm ⚠️ Character death 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 5 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 8 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 72 in #nakaharachuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : rokkyun1 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

RE-LIT FIRE [Soukoku] by infinite_oof

Chuuya gave Dazai one month to make him love him again. Once Dazai does drama appears. What happens when someone from Chuuya's past gets in the way? WARNING SMUT, SELF H*RM, CUSSING, SU*CIDE, BOYS LOVE, BLOOD Not all Characters are mine, They all belong to the original artist/ creators of Bsd

strange isn't it? (skk and sskk) by MilLeiLei

Dazai and chuuya have been separated for at least a year. chuuya blames it on dazai when he left the port mafia out of his own selfish reasons. They meet coincidentally and begin to get close again. This also leads akutagwa and atsushi to get closer too. I wonder what happens next...

Parted Entanglement { ⑤ } by heathereo

''Haku, where are Dazai and Haruka ?'' ''I don't kno--'' A loud bang echoed throughout the empty place. Shoes scraped the ground as Chuuya backed away unnaturally. Tears rolled down Haku's cheeks, who covered his mouth with both palms. Both of them with their eyes wide open. Dazai was in a deep coma. The doctor said that he'd never wake up, but everyone held hopes that he would, that the doctor's wrong. ''Please wake up... please... please...'' That's what hope is, it saves people from misery, yet brings them pain as time goes by. ✨ 22 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ✨ Kids ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 7 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 10 in #kunikida 🗞️ No. 19 in #kunikidadoppo 🗞️ No. 28 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 30 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 31 in #akutagawaryuunosuke 🗞️ No. 26 in #nakajimaatsushi 🗞️ No. 37 in #atsushi 🗞️ No. 38 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 61 in #shinsoukoku 🗞️ No. 65 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 85 in #soukoku 🎨 Cover Art Credit : *unknown* 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

All Too Well | SOUKOKU by -aerinicolettepark

A stand alone Soukoku fic Obsessive! Possessive! Port Mafia boss! Dazai Osamu × ADA! Reincarnated! Reader! Nakahara Chuuya BSD MANGA SPOILERS!! In which: an avid reader of classical literature (due to being hyperfixated on Bungou Stray Dogs) and BSD fan- due to circumstances unforseen- gets reincarnated as Nakahara Chuuya-not the poet, no- one of the most popular characters in the Bungou Stray Dogs franchise and- pardon the language- fucks up the storyline the most Kim Dokja (Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint) way possible. Well perks of having the Fourth Wall by your side to save your a$$ from being manhandled. alternatively: a Soukoku role reversal AU but Chuuya consistently and shamelessly breaks the fourth wall.

Soukoku Oneshots~ by hazixnxtzz

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Forbidden Love |Soukoku| by DJ-3-Spoopy-5-Me

Kouyou grabbed Chuuya by the back of the collar as she began to drag him away, he tried to fight back struggling and reaching towards Dazai as he too was being drug away by Mori. The two were caught meeting in secret at the park near Mori's mansion. "NO STOP LET ME GO!" Chuuya yelled as he struggled against Kouyous grip. "PLEASE! DAZAI!" The boy gave out his last try as tears started falling from his eyes knowing there was no way he would see his lover again. Through his tears he took one last glance at Dazai and saw him mouth, 'we will see each other again, I promise'. His tears beginning to fall more as they lost sight of each other Chuuya brought his hands to cover his face, broken yet hopeful that he would see the bandaged boy again. *ᗯᗩᖇᑎIᑎG ᗰIᒪᗪ ᔕᗯEᗩᖇIᑎG (BC Chuuya come on) *ᗰEᑎTIOᑎᔕ ᔕᑌIᑕIᗪE ᗩᑎᗪ ᔕEᒪᖴ ᕼᗩᖇᗰ ᑭᒪEᗩᔕE ᗷE ᗯᗩᖇᑎEᗪ!!!

Spain Without The S! by Plumbob101

Something horrible happens to Chuuya, and, as always, Dazai has to save the princess haha [finished Jan 31 2021]

Nothing but a Monster by Moli_Hua

Chuuya struggles to convince himself he's human and it becomes more increasingly difficult, especially with Arahabaki spilling poison in his mind. Dazai defects from the Mafia and Chuuya remains behind to deal with the aftermath. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING!!⚠️ Suicidal thoughts Self-harm Suicide attempt Best ranks: #2 Soukoku #2 Angst #1 Chuuya

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Melting | Soukoku

There are certain things that a lover can do to drive their partner crazy, to make them feel like they are melting. Dazai constantly makes Chuuya feel like he's melting, from the sex they have, the love they share, to even the saddest moments between them. (D) = Dazai's POV (C) = Chuuya's POV Any other POV will be said in the beginning of the chapter Warnings: Smut obviously Anxiety / PTSD SH (scars) Eating disorders (kind of?) Mentions of suicide OOC (out of character) Possible grammar mistakes / Misspelling None of the pictures are mine, I found them on Pinterest. (Cover art is mine!)