Mauerbauertraurigkeit The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who's company you generally enjoy as you don't feel like their time, affection, or love is worth spending on someone like you due to the internal feelings you have about your true self. "Hyung, you should just use make up 24/7. You're so ugly." "I know." "You know, get a haircut will you? You look so disheveled." "I know." "Your songs aren't even so good. Maybe that's why we couldn't win." "I know." "You should just kill yourself." "I know." "What?!" "What?" Author's Note: Just a fanfiction of the cruel side of kpop boybands.All Rights Reserved