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Wake Up; Stay Awake

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MePhone finds himself in a nonstop cycle of constant sleeping. The toll that his Self-Destructive behaviours take on his Physical   and Mental health, is quite terrible.
Even though he would rather never wake up again than get up out of bed, some people don't agree with that. 

❗️TW'S AND CW'S!!!
- Child abuse
- Addiction (Alcoholism, Self harm, ect.)
- Graphic descriptions 
- Internalised ableism
- Eating Disorders
- Pretty much just very heavy angst.. 
WARNINGS WILL BE LISTED AT THE TOP OF EACH CHAPTER!!


ORIGINAL WORK ON AO3- Namiii222 

🚨(Some ships featured you may dislike-
Payjay (Paper x OJ)
Fantube (Fan x Test tube)
Knickle (Knife x Pickle) (Though you can view this one platonically.. it's very romantic leaning though.)

Other Notes:
- I decided to write this fic mostly just about mental health struggles and mental illness in general. It was going to be a oneshot but of course that changed. 
I often see things such as depression and anxiety be romanticised- which bothers me. I decided to write something really getting into the depths of trauma and things along the lines.
(And I chose to do it through an II fic cause.. I'm hyperfixated..)

HUMANISED, BTW!

(Mephone has Autism, ADHD and Dyslexia as well, for some context.)
(He's also Aroace!!!)All Rights Reserved

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This story has been discontinued since Wilbur Soot's abusive actions were made public, all chapters were written before i was aware of this. this story will be kept up for nostalgia purposes. Two brothers with an untold past -- one who wants to undo its damage and one who wished he could leave it behind forever, a young human boy desperate to prove his strength and protect his friends, a timid monster hybrid ripped away from his comfortable life, and a powerful ex-murderer; all thrown into the same sinking boat with the mission to kill two entities holding power few can fathom. Impossible, right? this is my first fanfic and im not super experienced in writing, so it might be bad it's an evil phil/kristin au but it kinda spiralled out of control and they're not the main focus of the story lotta angst, fighting and hurt/comfort and a bit of fluff. basically just an amalgamation of headcanons and things i want to write about. the character's personalities are pretty different from the actual cc's/characters they're based on not set in the dsmp world but sorta based on it. Set in what would be 2021 irl (benchtrio are all 17) Starring sbi, beeduo, and kristin bc they're my favourites <3 chapters take about a month each -will include violence, graphic descriptions, injury, death, swearing, and heavy emotional themes including trauma and child abuse. I'll add warnings at the start of chapters for any specific things but in general it's pretty dark, young or sensitive readers proceed with caution please -THIS IS NOT ABOUT REAL PEOPLE. the characters are based mainly off minecraft/dsmp characters -will include shipping (BETWEEN CHARACTERS ONLY) no smut only kisses, cuddling/sleeping together and flirting (dni if you condone shipping or nsfw of real people who aren't comfortable with it) -if anything here is offensive or crossing someone's boundaries, please tell me and I will fix it asap -all art is mine ~40k words

Stand still, stay awake. by x0RoseGold0x

So, hi. This might be my last message to you. If you find this paper, it means you figured everything out. But in case you didn't understand, let me tell it properly. I love you, Boss. I love you so much and I just want you to be happy. You deserve to be happy. I just want one thing from you; please, never forget me. I know it is selfish to ask this from you, but that's the only thing I want from you. I love you, my annoying wife. Goodbye. Boss looked at the sleeping boy with tears in his eyes. He closed his mouth with his hand in order to not make any sound. His eyes were wild open because of how shocked he is. "I cannot believe it... It was all because of me.." "Boss?" ---------------------- 🔹Soo while watching My Engineer, I really fell in love with Mek and Boss. So I thought to myself, why not write a fanfic about MekBoss?? Like, who can stop me?? ⚠This book contains violence, hard language, homophobia, sexual content(not too much because I'm shy), and suicidal thoughts/attempts. If you are disturbed by any of these, I don't recommend you to read this fanfic.⚠ 🔹This is a MekBoss + RamKing fanfic! Because you can't stop me. ➡️ #1 on MekBoss yayyy💓💖 (10.06.2020 or smth like that I forgot the date lol) ⬅️ ➡️ #1 on Ram yayyyy💓💖 (17.06.2020) -it is not rn but no problemo- ⬅️

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Ink! The Creator and Protector of AU's! One of the most happiest skely ever existed in the multiverse. ... Or so we thought.. ... His Creations had gone Rotten. Now almost every AU against him. All because of some dreadful and toxic Creator's wanted more than innocent and happy AU's. Is there hope left? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . And what happens is the Guardian of Positivity is fed up with his shit. =) __________________________________ Blue and Dream... Both Dearest friend's of the Creator Ink. Blue was the only one that had stayed loyal to both. Dream on the other hand was not.... 'THE DREAM' they both knew and cared about. Ink and Blue were having trouble cooperating with him. With Dream's new way of handling the current state at hand. Ink and Blue were sure going to have a D R E A D F U L time =) Was there someone willing to help? __________________________________ Heya! This is my first book so don't judge it just yet🤣(ye I know it's dreadful) I'm still practicing on writing with this okeh👌 but overall hope you enjoy (Still ongoing) ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ [Book Contains]: *Depression *Self harm *Abuse *Cussing/ Swearing 🤬 *Ships🥺✨ ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ★ENJOY★ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

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