Wake Up; Stay Awake
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Last published Tue, Jun 17, 2025
MePhone finds himself in a nonstop cycle of constant sleeping. The toll that his Self-Destructive behaviours take on his Physical and Mental health leaves consistent and long lasting problems within his relationships with his friends and himself.
Even though he would rather never wake up again than get up out of bed, some people don't agree with that.
❗️TW'S AND CW'S ❗️
- Child abuse
- Addiction (Alcoholism, Self harm, ect.)
- Graphic descriptions (of wounds, or robot gore)
- Internalised ableism
- Eating Disorders
- Pretty much just very heavy angst. Dark topics such as suicide, and the various effects of mental illnesses
Heed the warnings of this fic very carefully before reading prettt much any chapter. This is a very heavy fic
ORIGINAL WORK ON AO3- Namiii222 (more active there)
(Some ships featured you might dislike-
Payjay (Paper/OJ)
Fantube (Fan/Test tube)
Knife & Pickle (Implied to be romantic, never explicitly out there. Up to interpretation.)
Other Notes:
- I decided to write this fic mostly just about mental health struggles and mental illness in general. It was going to be a vent oneshot but of course that changed.
I often see things such as depression, PTSD, anxiety, etc, be romanticised- which bothers me. I decided to write something really getting into the depths of trauma and things along the lines.
(And I chose to do it through an II fic cause.. I'm hyperfixated..)
OBJECTS ARE HUMANISED!
(final sidenote-- this is complex. Most times things won't just be straightforward. Mephone has a lot of identity struggles. Things get complicated. Things are never black and white. Thank you for reading this!)
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