"Tell me you don't want that," his darkened eyes clashed with her dazed ones, "Say it, and we'll stop right now. Tell me, and I'll go."
Silence hung in the air, the distant hum of passing cars and crickets fading into the night.
"Cause I have every intention of making you my wife, the mother of my kids, my everything. I want that. I want you. Understand?"
Her eyes welled up, and her lips trembled as she swallowed hard, then nodded quickly, "I want that too."
"That's what I thought, baby."
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Cerise Rowan liked to keep things simple.
Her days were a steady loop of sleep, eat, study, repeat. She told herself she valued comfort, though in truth, change terrified her. With change came anxiety, and her mind, already a delicate balance, struggled to cope.
Her favorite S-words: sleep, solitude, and snacks, were enough to keep her "mild" disorder in check.
Until another one entered her life. Well... two.
If you count sex.
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Saint Novak lived by two rules: stay comfortable and take each day as it came. With his intimidating presence and (mostly) emotionless exterior, he wasn't exactly easy to get to know. He didn't waste time on dead ends, keeping his life decisively organized.
People and things included.
But Saint's problems were far from "mild". For years, he believed he had nothing to lose. Now, he's learning what it means to have goals, to want more, and to keep what's important to him close.
So what happens when he walks into his parlor and is greeted by a new face?
A very pretty face.
One that stirs desires he didn't even know he had.
Well, one taste of her is more than enough to set a few more goals.
"The moon's really beautiful, if you think about it," I blurted.
"Yeah?" he asked, mild amusement and curiosity mingling in his voice.
"Yeah," I confirmed. "It's just- there's something about the moon that's ethereal. I don't really know how to describe it, but it's a constant in life. You can't always see it, but you have to trust that it's out there somewhere. And when you can see it, it's all bright and shiny and overcomes the darkness." I paused, searching for the right words. "I don't know. I guess it's a reminder that there are good things out there, even if you can't see them... And it's cool to think that someone hundreds of miles away is staring at the exact same moon as you. It makes me feel not so alone in life."
Turning my head, I saw him staring at me intently with a thoughtful look on his face.
"Too deep for a Friday night?" I laughed nervously, feeling my face grow hot.
And this was precisely why I didn't go to parties.
He shook his head and seemed to snap out of his daze. "It was deep in a good way."
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SHE was quiet & left out. Part of a friend group because of convenience. Dealing with fighting parents at home. Looking for more in life. Always wanting to get away from Chicago & start over. Her parents' divorce gave her the perfect opportunity.
Ending up in Haven Beach, she rekindled relationships with estranged relatives & got the teenage experience she had always dreamed of. Midnight drives. Bonfires at the beach. Adventures every day. Friends who actually cared. Because of Haven Beach, she found herself.
HE was a focused athlete- Haven Beach's golden boy. The 4 F's were all that mattered: football, friends, family, & food. All that changed when a quiet brunette moved to town. Because of her arrival in Haven Beach, his world shifted on its axis.
THIS is Charlotte & Eli's story.
Started: 12/10/20
Finished: 2/16/21
WC: 107k
#1 in contemporary romance 5/24
#1 in sports romance 7/16
#1 in friends to lovers 8/1
#1 in newgirl 8/8