Beomgyu lives in a world that constantly rejects him, in which he feels like a monster and therefore hates everything and everyone. He does not understand what is happening to him, why no one loves him and why he has to live in constant fear every single day. The shadows of his past still haunt him and cover his days in darkness, but one day this will be broken by a boy with whom fate brings him together to save him from his demons. Will Beomgyu be able to let the beautiful and kind boy get close to him or will he continue to stay in the dark and live with his fears.
Choi Beomgyu defends himself against unpleasant situations in life by losing his self-awareness. But this is not the end of the matter. When he regains consciousness, he finds himself in a new situation. Time moved on and he can't account for it. They are trying to remind him of things he did not knowingly commit. At home, he finds things that he never thought of buying. The innocent, shy Beomgyu is home to 4 other selves who even have their own names. Chan, intense sensuality, Dongheon sheer intellectuality, Minhyun full of pain, and Kyumin - God forbid, he is aggressiveness incarnate.
Warning:
domestic violence, physical assault, mental illness, swearing, blood, suicide, dissociate identity disorder!
Happy reading to everyone who stumbles here and honors my book with their attention!
"I'm scared"
He replied, his tone shaky and worried.
"Scared of what"
Taehyun asked, holding Beomgyu's hand and assuring him that he is there for him.
"Scared of the day you will turn into ashes and fly away, while I can do nothing but sit there and watch as you drift farther and farther away from me"
Or a story in which two boys who loathe each other at first, find comfort in each other's presence.
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Warnings
- Auditory Hallucination Disorder
- Underage drinking/ smoking
- Violence
- Child abuse
- Suicide
- Bullying
- Angst
- Mentions of self harm
- Harsh language
The pictures used in this book are not all mine and I give credit to the artist in the beginning of each chapter which I use an art for.
This story is not to harm any txt members or any other kpop idols mentioned in the story. None of it is true and I'm not trying to force the idols into a relationship. The idea for the story is mine and I do NOT approve of someone copyrighting my book, if you happen to see anyone copying my story, let me know ASAP!
started: 4/3/2023
ended: 3/31/2024