Beomgyu lives in a world that constantly rejects him, in which he feels like a monster and therefore hates everything and everyone. He does not understand what is happening to him, why no one loves him and why he has to live in constant fear every single day. The shadows of his past still haunt him and cover his days in darkness, but one day this will be broken by a boy with whom fate brings him together to save him from his demons. Will Beomgyu be able to let the beautiful and kind boy get close to him or will he continue to stay in the dark and live with his fears.
Choi Beomgyu defends himself against unpleasant situations in life by losing his self-awareness. But this is not the end of the matter. When he regains consciousness, he finds himself in a new situation. Time moved on and he can't account for it. They are trying to remind him of things he did not knowingly commit. At home, he finds things that he never thought of buying. The innocent, shy Beomgyu is home to 4 other selves who even have their own names. Chan, intense sensuality, Dongheon sheer intellectuality, Minhyun full of pain, and Kyumin - God forbid, he is aggressiveness incarnate.
Warning:
domestic violence, physical assault, mental illness, swearing, blood, suicide, dissociate identity disorder!
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About a story where a boy named Choi Beomgyu is a very close friend of Kang Taehyun.
Beomgyu hasn't realized his own feelings for Taehyun this whole years of being friends with him and this is where in he falls in love for him slowly and want to be more than best friends.
He couldn't help but admire his god-like beauty, love his kind personality, want to protect him like he's a fragile glass, spend time with him even in the busiest days, cherish his whole existence, show him affection whenever he's given the chance to, comfort him during his hard times, light up his mood when he's frowning during the day, and much more.
After a while, Beomgyu realized that this subconsciousness and inner soul of his is willing to commit to Taehyun.
What will their ending turn out?