An Idol's Will

_Lynxo_

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_Lynxo_

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The others depend on me. It feels as though they put their lives on my hands and on my shoulders, thinking that I'll be okay and I can bare it because I'm strong with an iron will. My finger and hands are covered in scratches from the lives that are starting to let go because I can't hold anymore.
    
    (I don't feel like a idol. My strength and my view as being a pillar is starting to crumble beneath me.)
    
    My knees are beginning to buckle. The ground has never felt this close before. But I'm not going to let go of them. I can't. Not until I run out of breath and I really can't hold on anymore. Unless my arms and shoulders get too tired, I'll keep gripping on to them and supporting them for as long my life allows it.
    
    I just pray that I won't crumble now.
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An Idol's Will
Tue, Aug 15, 2023

The others depend on me. It feels as though they put their lives on my hands and on my shoulders, thinking that I'll be okay and I can bare it because I'm strong with an iron will. My finger and hands are covered in scratches from the lives that are starting to let go because I can't hold anymore.
    
    (I don't feel like a idol. My strength and my view as being a pillar is starting to crumble beneath me.)
    
    My knees are beginning to buckle. The ground has never felt this close before. But I'm not going to let go of them. I can't. Not until I run out of breath and I really can't hold on anymore. Unless my arms and shoulders get too tired, I'll keep gripping on to them and supporting them for as long my life allows it.
    
    I just pray that I won't crumble now.
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