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If Only...

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"If only my husband were alive, this would have never happened. If only I hadn't yearned for the touch of a man. If only I hadn't felt so alone. If only I wasn't scared of falling in love again. If only I hadn't fallen into a monster's trap. Then, maybe...just maybe, we would be safe." 
Ember, a widowed mother, scared of falling in love again. Tyler, a playboy, falling in love. Where do we hide when the monsters hide behind caring faces?All Rights Reserved

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What Could've Been (The Bad Boys Next Door)

Best friends dating best friends, what could go wrong? Everything, when one is chasing her prince who is actually the villain of her story, and the other has fallen for the boy next door who has too many secrets.