as I looked at the family of 7 looking at me their pillar of strength trumble thinking of the 8th soul never made it bcz of my decisions and the trumour that stuck in my first born that reflected on his wife. Their father held me"baby please calm down "and right before me I saw the monster that took my child's life away from me and I hopeless. I took the knife that was on the counter and.... read, react and for more