CAN'T YOU JUST LOOK AT ME? (Sehun fanfic)

YOU as JUNG JAE HA in this story
You and Sehun are old friends from primary school and also used to be neighbors, in conclusion you both have grown up together attended the same schools all the way, you are younger than him with one year but you two always seemed to get along very well, you both loved to play together soccer and basketball since you were kind of boyish, you had a crush on him since the first meeting when your family moved to the house next to his and as days goes you grow to like him more and more and now it turned to LOVE, but he never noticed that, you sincerely loved him, he was the only one in your eyes, BUT since he became an EXO member you couldn't be much in touch with him but you always kept your contact with him even with just exchanging text messages, he was a loyal person even if he was so busy, he would always reply your messages even late and you would always wait patiently, but you missed seeing him close to you, you missed how you both used to hang out together, but your love, your best friend was busy to spend time with you....
What should you do? Are you going to give up on him? Or are you going to confess what you feel? Would he accept your love? Will he look at you?