𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬
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  • Reads 106,161
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  • Parts 105
  • Time 11h 57m
Complete, First published Aug 11, 2023
Mature
{𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 1}

𝒁𝒊𝒏𝒂 𝑻𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒔


Is the girl no one really noticed. She hides her face- with all the horrid bruises present- behind a facade, and makes sure no one suspects a single thing about the hell she's met with at her home with her 'parents'.

Sure, when she gets in trouble or someone picks on her, she can defend herself perfectly fine with the way she does illegal fights and wins time after time. But it's when she's utterly alone, and locked up in her personal hell that she doesn't dare to speak up or say a thing. It's when the voices get through her that she cowers away in the shadows and doesn't dare to come out. Not even when her own life is in danger does she uses everything she's learned from that special boy with the mesmerizing smile and the kind reassuring eyes.

Zina lives in her own shadows and deals with her own demons, but what happens when a random boy on a random day, decides to show more interest in her than anyone ever did? What if he tells her something that'll change her whole life?And what happens if that particular boy claims to be related to her? And is blood really thicker than water?

Can her 5 caring brothers pull her out of her own shadows and free her from the voices calling her back? Or will she give in and be a danger to everyone around her? 

                                ---- 
"Don't break her heart." I suddenly hear Lucas speak up next to me. 

"How did you know?" I ask him.

"The eyes. Everything you feel for her is displayed in your eyes." He answers me and I nod slowly.

"I won't." I say quietly to him.

"You won't what?" He says, wrinkling his brows in confusion.

"Break her heart." I finish saying.

I see him nod from the corner of my eyes, contemplating on what to say next.

"Good." 

                                 ----


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