Coping with the death of her best friend was the single hardest thing that y/n has ever done. When the inseparable duo was struck by tragedy, Y/n is forced to make some tough decisions. Her mental health has never been the best. Just when she's beginning to heal from her trauma, she plummets again and can't find her way back to the surface. She quits the teen titans and returns to Gotham where she finds Bruce in a worse state than she'd left him. All seems hopeless. How will she ever make it passed Jason's death and her fear of Gotham's Clown Prince of Crime on her own? This slow burn takes the reader through Y/n's childhood and friendship with Jason, how she faced his death and how she found out he was alive. The first chapter is kind of slow so please stick with it I promise it get better 😊 I cross reference a lot of the comics and animated movies.