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My Savior

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All it took was one mission. 

One mission to ruin Bakugo's career. His confidence. His will to keep going. 

Unable to cope, he leaves everything he knows behind and turns to the streets, where he turns to alcohol. It's been months since he disappeared without a trace, but nobody's giving up. New missing posters are hung every week, and his family searches the city every night.

As he gets colder from the harsh winter, he slips further away. He thought he was untraceable. He thought he would live the rest of his life drunk and alone. 

Until the only person who has seen every side of him shows up and takes him home, vowing to help him recover.


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-Gore
-Adult Language
-Depression and other mental health problems
-Alcoholisms
-Death of minors (children specifically)
-SmutAll Rights Reserved

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Bakugo's 5 day deal by ReallyTiredLol

I'm honestly ashamed of this book. I wrote it some time ago and it just has so many things wrong in it and is overall cringe. I am planning to write a different and better version of this in the near future. And hey, maybe you should follow me to see when it comes out ;) !!!STRONG SUICIDE TRIGGER WARNING!!! Midoriya was walking home at around 11pm, after picking up some groceries for his mom. He sighed, knowing he would have to wake up early for school tomorrow. He walked on the small bridge, looking at the bright, full moon. It was a beautiful night. He turned his head facing forward, his eyes locking on the body in front of him. "K-Kacchan?" The ash-blonde whipped his head to where the shorter boy stood, piercing red eyes meeting soft dark green ones. There he was. The loud, brash, cocky Katsuki Bakugo, sitting on the concrete wall of the bridge, with his shoes off and wallet out, ready to jump off and end his life at any moment. . . "You know what, lets make a deal."

Please, just stay away! [Depressed!BakugoxKirishima] by bakubebe17

After Bakugo is rescued from the League of Villains, everything seems to go back to normal, Class 1-A is back to its energetic self and Bakugo is back to his usual explosive attitude. He's started warming up to Kirishima a bit too. However, Bakugo has never told anyone what happened to him while he was kidnapped, and Class 1-A finds out in a 'shocking' way. ⚠️Trigger Warnings/Regular Warnings: ⚠️ Self harm Depressing thoughts Self hate Throwing up Abuse Talk about abuse Attempted Rape Homophobia (I do not condone and I hate it) Out of character: pretty much everybody Also, possible grape juice will be made. This is a KiriBaku fanfic. First story so I'll try my best {This didn't end up how I wanted it to, idk if that's something I should say but I'm gonna do a different one the way I wanted it to turn out eventually} - - - Pictures/art do not belong to me, they belong to respectful owner Characters do not belong to me, they belong to Horikoshi The only thing I own is the plot #1 in KiriBaku July 24, 2020 🥺 #1 in depressedbakugo July 24,2020 🥺 #1 in Eijirou November 19, 2020 🥺

𝐇𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐢 『Bakugo Katsuki』 by Queen__Dee__diaspora

_______________________________ "This is the story of how we became the greatest heroes." _________________________________ Nothing about Miyuki's past was clear. All she and anyone ever knew was the strange girl was found abandoned and covered in blood and on the brink of death. The detective and the number one hero, after searching for a long time and finding nothing of her past, finally put her case to rest. Now, Miyuki must survive on her own with a Quirk whose power makes people fear her, a cold family she cannot escape, and the slanders of those around her echoing in her ears as she continuously strives towards her life's goal: Becoming a hero just like her idol, All Might. But how can she become someone who saves people when those she wishes to save spit at and revile her? An encounter with a Quirkless boy and a man from her past might just change all of that... _________________________________________ (My Hero Academia X Oc) (Bakugou Katsuki X Oc) ©𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐚

$Pain Comes From Trauma {Suicidal Deku} by Debbie_Cakez$

NOT A SHIP STORY!!! Bakugo tells him that he should go kill himself... But what if he goes ahead with it? Bakugo is a bit "soft" in this This story will include: •Self harm •bullying •suicide attempt •suicide Characters and show by Horikoshi If you don't like this type of stuff or angst in general. I advise you to not read 4/9: 🏅40: #ohno 5/5: 🏅 1: #awshitherewegoagain

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Right Where I Needed to be by NaLu911

Seven years after graduating U.A., everybody is currently living their dreams of being a pro hero. Well, the ones that are still alive anyway. The U.A. Killer is one of their worst hero murderers in existence, slowly picking off Class 1-A and 1-B from Midoriya's graduating class. To top that off, Izuku Midoriya was given five years to live five years ago. He got another extension on life and he hoped he would be able to stop the U.A. Killer before the cancer fully took over his body. He made himself a promise to always be there for his friends and spend as much time with them as he could, without telling them he was sick. He also made a promise to himself to never fall in love, not wanting to hurt anybody anymore than he was already going to. However, things never work out like you want them to. When his childhood best friend comes home to assist with the capture of the U.A. Killer, something forms between them. It was like a beautiful dream, trapped in the center of a horrifying nightmare, especially when you knew what the outcome was going to be. ⚠️ SMUT ⚠️MURDER ⚠️BLOOD AND GORE ⚠️INTERNAL SICKNESS ⚠️MULTIPLE MAIN CHARACTER DEATHS Gear up for my first ever angsty BakuDeku without a happy ending. I do not own any music, art or characters in this fanfic. The only thing I own is the plot.

The Man Behind the Screen by NaLu911

Midoriya thought the feelings would go away. He thought he could live out his life happily with his wife. However, that wasn't the case. He denied who he was his entire life. When he couldn't take it anymore, he divorced his wife, leaving his son's world turned upside down. Feeling more alone than ever, his friends convince him to throw himself out into the world again. Although he isn't ready to date anyone, he downloads the app anyway. There's nothing wrong with making a new friend, right? --------------- Bakugo spent five years putting up with his friends, barely enjoying his time with them. Anytime someone other than his best friend gets close, he pushes them away. He can't handle relationships. He can't handle the warm and fuzzy feelings in his chest and stomach. After a lot of pestering from his best friend, he downloads an app. He fully intends to delete the app when he's alone again, but curiosity got the better of him. In an app where looks don't matter and there isn't any profile pictures, he still finds someone in the area to chat with. He tried to delete the app several times, but something kept drawing him back in. Maybe it was the way the stranger talked, or maybe it was the familiarity in his words. Either way, he figured there was nothing wrong with making a new friend. ⚠️⚠️SMUT

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

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Reaching for you by Chimera_Regarion

Pushed to the edge of his mind, there was nothing left for him. Izuku lost all joy in life, but he still wanted to live. He wanted it as much as he wanted to die. This was why he sent a message to his best friend asking for help in the middle of taking this very own friend's advice. Will Katsuki react or will he ignore Izuku as he normally does? Will he finally man up and talk to him and be honest with his own feelings and regrets? Well find it out yourself! A/N: This is a collaboration work with @Official-MFING-FBI. This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner

scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

Secrets by NaLu911

Bakugo and Midoriya had one complicated relationship. It was filled with secrets, secrets and more secrets. Will they finally get passed the childhood secrets that broke them up? When an old enemy appears, will their secrets be spilled even more? Will the secrets make them, or break them? Follow Bakugo, Midoriya and class 1-A as they are met by their biggest challenge yet, while trying to keep their relationship and friendships alive. **Warning, this book does mention suicide, rape and drug usage. This book does not have any details about any of those category's, they are only mentioned** Credit to the creator for the photo https://aminoapps.com/c/my-hero-academia/amp/blog/katsuki-x-izuku/r1BB_L2feuL7DX6RRDgmM0YgNnJdNQwadP

Thoughts by imsodumngl

Bakugo is always rude to everyone. Loud, rough, mean, and hateful. But that's just a mask he puts on every time he leaves his room. The thoughts are always there, the voices and words. They won't shut up. They won't stop telling the truth. Everyone is out to get the aspiring hero, and his mind won't let him trust anyone. Not even his best friends... ~WARNINGS~ Mentions of: +Suicidal thoughts+ +Self-harm+ +Self-starvation+ +Self-deprecation+ +Depression+ +Panic attacks+ +Losing sense of reality+ I am not romanticizing these problems. If you have/are doing any of these things, please do the opposite of what Katsuki does in this book, and please go talk to someone. You're an amazing human, and you shouldn't hurt yourself over what you think people think of you. Everything in this is practice. My goal for this book is to give you that stomach drop that most angst stories do. I'm not very good at that, so let's see how I do, lmao. (AO3 gets updated faster than here)

𝐔𝐍𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐃. by uslesswhore

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You Deserve it All by NaLu911

Life's been cruel to Izuku Midoriya. After having to bury his wife and daughter, his only other child gets put into a quirk-induced coma that they can't wake her up from. He shuts down, ignoring the outside world, refusing to let anyone in. He's terrified of the consequences it could bring if other people entered his life. The only person he can't push away is Bakugo. No matter how hard he tries, Bakugo keeps coming back, just trying to make sure Midoriya stays alive. When Bakugo's had enough, he forces Midoriya out of his bed and tries to help him through the pain. Turns out, all he needed was a little bit of hope to bring back some of the light in his eyes. ⚠️Death of loved ones ⚠️Language ⚠️Alcohol use

What did I do? [Suicidal Deku x Bakugo][discontinued] by bloomingfanfics25

During bakugo's horrible bullying during middleschool, Izuku started cutting himself, drinking, and smoking. Once his mom saw his cuts she made him stop. She never found out about his addictions though. He continues to drink and smoke even now that he is in UA. He cuts every once in a while. But Izuku is slowly falling in love with his bully and doesn't know what to do. At the same time bakugo is falling for him and so is todoroki. ⚠️ Warnings ⚠️ Possible smut🔞 Self harm and suicide attempts Underaged usage of illegal substances Profanity Credit to all owners of art or content I use ;P [Discontinued]

No Strings Attached by NaLu911

Bakugo had been struggling with his anger and Midoriya had been struggling greatly with his depression for as long as they could remember. They came up with a brilliant plan of a no strings attached relationship, but was it really as brilliant as they thought? What happens when two people break the most important rule of a no strings attached relationship and fall in love anyway? How will their lives change when the inevitable happens? What change will that bring as they continue at United Artistry? How will their music and art change to show their newly found feelings towards one another? Well, the answer is right here in this very book! Follow the iconic duo through their final year at UA as feelings began to submerge! **This is an art school/no quirk AU** ⚠️⚠️⚠️This story does include mature themes like depression, anxiety, and semi-smut. Please read at your own discretion⚠️⚠️⚠️ While we are on the topic of depression, I want to say a few things. Depression is real and it is killer. If you are ever having depressing or suicidal thoughts, please reach out for help. Somebody cares about you and is willing to help, even if it doesn't feel like it! Suicide Hotline Number: 800-273-8255 You ARE valuable. You ARE worth it. You ARE Important. You ARE loved!

New Beginnings by NaLu911

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[KiriBaku] The Heartbreak Challenge by Not_Sweets

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𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙍𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙐𝙨 by JKR0415

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Bakugo's 5 day deal cover

Please, just stay away! [Depressed!BakugoxKirishima] cover

𝐇𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐢 『Bakugo Katsuki』 cover

Pain Comes From Trauma {Suicidal Deku} cover

ɪᴍᴘᴇʀɪᴜᴍ | ᴋ.ʙᴀᴋᴜɢᴏ cover

Right Where I Needed to be cover

The Man Behind the Screen cover

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) cover

Reaching for you cover

scars can fade [bakudeku] cover

��𝐔𝐍𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐃. cover

Loaded Gun, Empty Arms cover

You Deserve it All cover

What did I do? [Suicidal Deku x Bakugo][discontinued] cover

No Strings Attached cover

New Beginnings cover

[KiriBaku] The Heartbreak Challenge cover

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙍𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙐𝙨 cover

Bakugo's 5 day deal

I'm honestly ashamed of this book. I wrote it some time ago and it just has so many things wrong in it and is overall cringe. I am planning to write a different and better version of this in the near future. And hey, maybe you should follow me to see when it comes out ;) !!!STRONG SUICIDE TRIGGER WARNING!!! Midoriya was walking home at around 11pm, after picking up some groceries for his mom. He sighed, knowing he would have to wake up early for school tomorrow. He walked on the small bridge, looking at the bright, full moon. It was a beautiful night. He turned his head facing forward, his eyes locking on the body in front of him. "K-Kacchan?" The ash-blonde whipped his head to where the shorter boy stood, piercing red eyes meeting soft dark green ones. There he was. The loud, brash, cocky Katsuki Bakugo, sitting on the concrete wall of the bridge, with his shoes off and wallet out, ready to jump off and end his life at any moment. . . "You know what, lets make a deal."