emotional ambivalence. [SaneGiyuu fanfic]

AU info: Giyuu is quiet most of the time shows up to meetings before everyone else. Sanemi on the other hand is late quite often, bullies Giyuu when meetings end and constantly gets caught doing so by the other hashira. He often flirts with Giyuu which send Giyuu into a spiral of emotions which causes him to struggle to figure out if Sanemi hates him or not.
-Little info for the people who don't know what emotional ambivalence is.
Emotional ambivalence is the simultaneous experience of positive and negative emotions about something. It's what we think of as being "torn."