Broken Road

I sit here distracted, confused and mostly hurt. My thoughts running scattered and shattered. I wish the pain and hate would ease. Its impossible to think the hero who lifted me up a million feet, just lost his grip It aches me all over. Our love was a fairytale so, how did I wake to this nightmare. The lies and why leave me paralyzed as my world spins out of control. Its like our whole life is a lie. You played me a fool. I'm well aware that love blinds us, your my blind spot still after all this pain shooting through my veins! Do you remember you were the one who promised? Why did you break that promise ? How will I ever know if it was even you "that promised to hold my hand". Why did you let go? How could you just leave me ? Its not that easy I love you,I need you and I must face the fact that I can't breathe without you. Please understand my love for you will never weaken but,my trust in you is breaking. Maybe its me my paranoia knocking down important walls and building walls of