Sweet lemons: They also hurt on wounds

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Entry #7
I'm hurt.
Hurt by my so called bestfriend.
Hurt for being overlooked and feeling betrayed. Looked at like I murdered someone, in fact as if like I'm a serial killer as if Im not the victim. Ever since he 'outed' me, for what?.. I'm sure he also doesn't know. Every corner I turn I become the topic,it's been three weeks now ,a nice short-long three fucking weeks. nice'

I feel so betrayed, why would someone do so? Such brutality doesn't even have the guts to even look at me anymore.

Is he even aware?
Aware of the treatment I'm getting? Aware of how the bullying escalated? Is he aware of the assaults, the attention, the cyberbullying, the hurtful letters in my locker and does he have any remorse about his doings?

Does he know how hard it is for me to wake up just to go to school? A place that no longer feels safe for me? A place that he ruined me? A place...