Jin:- "No I don't care about them all. All I want is to be loved. All I care about is you. You are stuck on me like a tattoo.."
Namjoon:- "Only If I had understood him when I had time"
Jin was a cheerful and sociable individual who lived in an orphanage. He had a passion for giving makeovers to people, and thus, he decided to take up the offer of becoming a makeup artist for a renowned model. The union of Jin, with Namjoon Kim, another renowned model, brought about a disastrous turn in his life. It transformed the once-jovial and carefree Jin into a tormented soul, who, unable to bear the agony, took the extreme step of jumping off a 36-floor building.
But
There was someone who's condition was even worse then Jin. Someone who is gifted with a rare ability; Ability to love someone selflessly. For some people, He is a blessing or for some people he is a curse but No matter how unfortunate, born unhappy, hurt from insults and misunderstandings he is; he sways with curses and blessings while both eyes filled with pain. No one knows the fact that he rushes to make the danger, miseries and pain of others his own. All he want is to love without the fear of getting hurt. He just wants to be loved. But destiny had been so cruel to him that he always got hurt loving someone.
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Warning: abusment, torture, depression, self harm, self hatred, slang language.
Thanks, didi, for helping me write this.
7 lives. 7 fates. 3 stories. About, longing & admiration, denial & acceptance, falling out of love to falling in love all over again.
"I stay up all night, tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost" - JM
"I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime
And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine
'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine" - JK
"It's electric how symmetric, we both get when you lay beside me
It's phonetic how our mouths grip, almost too tight to the words we're sayin'
We're in deep now, should we slow down?" - HS
"Keep you hunting for my lovin' but I crave us hugging
Yeah, I stay stubborn
'Cause I can't admit that you got all the strings
And know just how tug 'em" - TH
"I don't want love I can't afford
I just want you to love for free
Can't you see that I'm gettin' bored?
Givin' you every piece of me" - SJ
"The worst in me doesn't want to
Work on things
But the best in me wants to love you
But the worst in me doesn't want to" - NJ
"With shortness of breath
I'll try to explain the infinite
And how rare and beautiful it is to even exist" - YG