Caught in a Lavender Haze

Do you still believe in love? If your answer is yes, then why? Why aren't you scared of love? Love can betray you like a snake biting you from behind, break you into million pieces like dropping a fragile wine glass on the fifth floor. Love can also provoke you to be vulnerable by stripping your heart and soul to be naked in front of the eyes of your beloved partner, as you bestow that power over him. Love can drive you crazy like trusting the key to your cherished partner as you watch him go away from the prison.. Leaving you in a cold dark room, waiting for him to turn back and free you once again. He's the one who gives warmth on winter days. His touches are comforting to the point that your veins got used to him.

You are enchanted. You caught yourself drowning in lavender haze as you realize that a day without hearing his voice is not enough to complete those echoes in your brain. You always find yourself wondering if he thinks about you, because you always yearn to see his face. Your secret talent is that you can draw his face well on paper just relaying to your memory, because you know him better than anyone. You know his moles, his dimples, his different types of smile, his mannerism.. His dreams, his hopes, his fears, and his traumas.