Is it love? or is it suffering?

A mulian story about how mu qing catches the hanahaki disease. There will be mulian at the start, slight fenglian if u squint. Of course our main ship, hualian, which turns into huamulian. Mu qing is a ghost in this, hua cheng doesn't hate mu qing. Just a bunch of bs...

!TW!
-rape
-suicide
-death
-angst
-unrequited love (or is it?)
-trauma
-gore
-swearing

idk how the story will really move, js had this idea for a while, don't be afraid to give suggestions, hate to the ship will be ignored cz chill, ofc I love the Canon ship but its js a ship alright, no need to get all worked up about it!