Confessions of a toxic writer
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Last published Sun, Aug 13, 2023
The protagonist, an empty and malleable being, becomes a receptacle for the expectations and projections of those around him. His ability to adapt to the needs of others makes him an unusual confidant, someone willing to listen and reflect on other people's stories without filters.
Amidst his monotonous routine and constant fear of being discovered in the competitive work environment of Midtown, the protagonist decides to enter into a relationship with Lenna, a girl who works for one of his company's biggest competitors. A peculiar connection arises between them, and the protagonist becomes the recipient of Lenna's thoughts and emotions.
As the relationship between the protagonist and Lenna unfolds, the protagonist questions authenticity, vulnerability, and the emotional boundaries of their relationship. He is forced to confront his own insecurities and fears while exploring the possibilities of a sincere relationship with a past filled with falsehoods and incomplete identities.
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