Manipulate Me
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Ongoing, First published Aug 14, 2023
Mature
I'm mind fucked.
When I found out he stabbed me in the back, I quite literally would've much rather been stabbed in the back. It was the worst pain I have ever felt in my entire life. I had never loathed the dead so badly.
I hope so much that my heart would stop beating that night. I wanted my heart to grow cold and wither away so it could be buried six feet under so I could no longer love him.
'Love is easy, love is kind.' No, love is dangerous, love is cruel, love is the worst heart felt emotion to ever exist. 
Drowning in thoughts after the math about what he did haunted me. I was sinking with a rock strapped to my chest most nights. 
It was a waiting game. He had a noose tied around my neck just waiting to pull the cord. Each time he did he knew I'd run back just to let him torment me again. He is the endless death that I cannot escape from. I am bound by shackles to a boy whose eyes looked to me with love but deceit at the same time....boys who seem 'nice' aren't always as nice as they seem.
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