Surrender To Love
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Dylan struggled with her way of life, having to hide who she was throughout her childhood. Her parents hid the fact she was intersex and told her not say a word. She grew up as a boy and when going through middle school she change her identity and started to express herself as a girl.
She finds it challenging to find the one that stays. That's until she she runs into Astrid, a young mom of twin girls. Astrid is a bisexual woman and she does what she wants, no one tells her what to do, and she bites back but not first. She's smart, kind, and very good mother. She hides secret about her past that soon creeps up to her.
Dylan and Astrid start grow as a couple and things go smoothly. But when Astrid's past goes to knock at the door it's hard tell if their relationship will survive. Is Astrid able to tell the secrets of her past or will those same secrets ruin the relationship they have been trying to build?
TW: this book contains kidnapping, talk of death, starvation, and sexual assault.
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Started: Sep, 6 2023
Ended: Dec, 17 2023
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