Love Isn't Lost

Life isn't a fairytale, It's not the same thing we see in the movies or read in books. This is real life, my life. The story of how I lost reasons to live and how I found another reason to want to live again. How even after all I went through, after I thought I lost it all, only for me to find out that LOVE ISN'T LOST.

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I am Esmeralda, I'm 17 and I'm from Spain. Well half Spanish because Dad is from Spain and my mom is an American, so I'm mixed. I lost my parent to a car accident when I was 5 years old, they were coming back from their anniversary dinner and I was at home with my nanny. That was the end of my fairytale life and the moment i was faced with reality....

"The thick color of a rainy day in Seoul
I still can't fall asleep as I fade away
The rain stops and the reflection in the puddle I see myself looking more miserable today
Even when this rain stops, when the clouds go away I stand here, just the same
Without saying anything looking at the world There, a not so beautiful me is looking at myself"
Rain-BTS