A Matt/Mattholomule x Agustus story of their past. Matt, or what people call him. Mattholomule finds more nightless sleeps, transfers to take the illusion track as well and slowly gets accented to Agustus. But something is right, his life isn't perfect, yeah, and he knows it, but it isn't that. It's the fact that Agustus reveals Luz's plans and knows he may never come back. Scared, worried and slowly growing empty inside Matt tries to find words to his feelings and maybe just maybe beg the Titan that Agustus get back, or maybe.... I just saw him one last time... --- None of these characters are mine! (Maybe an oc just for the plot) Cover made by me and I hope you enjoy it!!!! I'll probably call Mattholomule. Matt, but don't worry, I'll still put it on ;) Please understand that I haven't seen TOH in a long ass while! All I'm doing here is by memory. (And TRUST me, I don't have a good memory), But if I miss something, tell me!!! Also this story will be posted on AO3 under the username Lavender1512