Holly hates her life so much. As a younger child her and the sidemen were so close but now she's older they've become to bully her. They beat her after school aswell as her drunk parents who beat her aswell. She tries to get away only to be kidnapped by the sidemen. She cuts and she doesn't eat. She's really depressed and would prefer to be dead than face another day of hell. However ,,,,,,, simon tries to stop all of this. He loves her and always has but she's just sees him as another bully!