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Parts 19
Time 1h 45m

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A story about an unfortunate boy named Izuku Midoriya.. better known as Deku. 
This story is not canon!!

Warning:
Death
SH (s3/f h4rm) -has warnings
Sewerslide attempt
BL
Attachment issues
Drinking (alcohol abuse)
Bullying
Harsh Language (profanity)
Murder
Smoking 
Shinso x Denki
Aizawa x Mic
+more

(This story can and may be added on to in the future. Up to you guys!! Please enjoy!!)All Rights Reserved

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From Hatred by evaandthecookies

Midoriya Izuku never said a thing about Bakugo Katsuki's bullying. It was growing inside him, and eventually, it exploded. Bakugo's attitude towards Midoriya changed, for the worst and maybe for the best. "I wanted to know and I wanted to feel, but that was not my decision to make. I would wait patiently for him, even if he'd take eternity." "My heart melted a bit, from a feeling I had long forgotten. It felt like light sparks in my stomach, but not like the one I make out of anger with my quirk. It felt like tingles from my mum when I was young. It felt like a light breeze, in the middle of a hot summer. It felt like happiness, and maybe a bit like love." TW: panic attacks, eating disorder, suicide.

Can't Escape (Depressed Izuku x Bakugou) by mangoes_are_valid

Izuku Midoriya. The happy, cheerful, cute little boy that we all know and love. His life is going great, besides the fact that it's actually a mess. After finding out that he didn't have a quirk, his father began to abuse him. His mother soon passed away due to Hisashi's actions. His childhood friend, Katsuki Bakugou, bullies him on a daily basis. It's all too much for the greenette to handle. Until one day when he finally loses it. Will Bakugou save him in time? What is really going on inside of Izuku's mind? Warning! There are mentions of the following: -Suicidal Thoughts -Suicide Attempts -Self Harm -Abuse -Bullying -Eating Disorders -Depression -Panic Attacks -Rape

scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

Home. by StaryClxuds

Izuku midoriya, a boy who is now 15 years old. He used to have it all when he was younger. A happy family, friends, and an overall amazing life. But sadly, all good things come to an end. At the age of 6 his father found a new woman to love and abandoned his family. This caused Izuku's mother, Inko Midoriya, to run away with her son. She ends up abandoning Izuku in an orphanage to get rid of and extra mouth to feed, hoping he'd be safer there, but things never seem to work out for him, do they? He fell into a dark pit of depression and suicidal thoughts. Which led to harsh teasing and bullying from the other children at the orphanage. Of course the workers there never cared, why should they? To them he was just a burden, a waste. He couldn't take it anymore. The neglect, abuse and bullying got to him and he ended up running away to god knows where, hoping to find a home, somewhere to feel safe. But ended up homeless once again. He thought nothing would get better he decided he would give up trying to continue his miserable life, but a ray of sunshine, a ray of hope, stopped him and took him in. Someone who cared for him. His name was Katsuki Bakugo. This is the story of how Izuku fell in love with this boy, and found true bliss and joy. Homeless au/no quirks Bakudeku Izuku and Katsuki don't know each other until later in the story #19 in bakugoxmidoriya out of 139. 6/2/21 #66 in homeless out of 1.52k. 6/2/21 #34 in bkdk out of 1.2k. 6/27/21 #1 in katsukixizuku out of 310. 8/4/21 #61 in Bakudeku out of 1.53k. 6/21/21 #3 in katsudeku out of 1.62k. 6/22/21 #169 (😈) in depression out of 1.68k. 8/4/21

Midoriya's Breaking Points by letmereadson

Izuku Midoriya been living a pretty crappy life. Being born quirkless, being bullied by Bakugo and the rest of his group. His father working overseas, his mother constantly worrying about his depression, and even worse. His disability. Follow Midoriya in his breaking points Warning: Suicidal intents, Depression, Bullying, Self-harm, Heartbreak If you cannot handle those, this story is not for you. If you need help with those topics listed, receive help, from family, friends or even myself. You are not alone, and you are loved. Credit to the artist for the cover!

Solider by findleygk

Izuku Midoriya is a 15-year-old boy that was taken from his abusive home at the young age of 5 by a government agency to be turned into a soldier made to help fight the battles that not even the pros can fight themselves. Katsuki Bakugo is also a 15-year-old that attends UA high school, when he was around the age of 5 his best friend went missing and no one tells him why. All of the investigators dropped the whole investigation not even a month into looking. Bakugo then made it his mission to find answers and figure out what has happened to his childhood friend. Will Katsuki figure out what happened and find Izuku or will it all stay a mystery? read to find out (this is the first story I have ever written so sorry if it sucked and I would greatly appreciate some tips) ~TW~ gore torture forced drug use needles (if there are any more I will put TW's)

Stitched up scars [COMPLETED] by SinisterSinner

Izuku Midorya is a young hero who was bullied for most of his life due to the fact he was quirkless. That mental and physical abuse cause a huge toll on him. He had no way to cope with the pain. Until the 6th grade. He started to Self harm. He started it as a few Cuts then it went to burns then nearly life threatening cuts. He continues this not because he was bullied but..... you'll have to read to find out. [Artwork belongs to its creator in the bottom left corner. If you do not like depressing themes or self harm do not read. Thank you]

Swan dive // Izuku fan fiction by jack_they

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ -suicide -drug + alcohol abuse -depression -sexual content Disclaimer: I do not own any of the my hero academia characters! Just fan fiction Izuku attempts suicide and succeeds. He goes through a wonder of what death really is. Along the way he meets someone who changes his life. Does Katsuki ever forgives himself for being Izuku's death? Probably hella misspelling mistakes I'm so so sorry - #1 fanfictionmha (as of 1/17/21) thank you so much for reading! Date published July 9 2020

The fallen Deku by jacekalix

KiriKamiDeku. (Completed) "That's what I want at all, Kacchan." "You want what?" "To die." They say they know Izuku Midoriya but they really did know him? No- because if they know what is happening they will immediately vomit with it. "If you keep shutting your mouth, you'll be dead in two weeks, I know you're aware of that." Aizawa pointed out with a growl, "I don't want you to die, Problem child." Death... Midoriya tells himself because he knows that this day will come, the day he will finally be free from the pain, the suffering he had been through, no one was there to lend hand to help him, not even his soulmates. They didn't know what is happening to him, they didn't know the pain that he cried for, the moments his screams were full of pain, that he can't sleep anymore because of his thoughts, that he can't eat anymore and just drink water to avoid his hunger, that he can't even smile anymore, that he was tired to himself, that he already been dead, that he saves people but people doesn't save him. "I already know that Aizawa-Sensei," He said sadly. Mr. Aizawa didn't know how to respond. "But why?" "I already know my fate, Aizawa-Sensei and I want to die." Eijiro Kirishima and Denki Kaminari found out that they are both soulmates, little did they know that there's another black line on their wrist which means, they have another soulmate. When they found out that they had another soulmate, they find it through to Class 1-A. Except for Izuku Midoriya, he tells them the truth that his wrist is blank which means, he hasn't had a soulmate. They didn't know that Izuku was already aware of his soulmates but he doesn't care anymore, His soulmates are Denki Kaminari and Eijiro Kirishima. What Secret that Izuku Midoriya is hiding? Will Class 1-A found out what he was hiding? Or they will let Izuku dies?

Meet me half way - (DekuBaku) (Villian Deku) by BxB_Simp

Izuku Midoriya has been bullied by Katsuki Bakugo for most of his life. So when the time that he realized even his mother even feels sorry for him. He runs away. After a mystery man and boy offer all his dreams. Something went wrong along the way. He is the farthest thing from a hero but when he runs into his childhood bully. Something snaps.

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From Hatred

Midoriya Izuku never said a thing about Bakugo Katsuki's bullying. It was growing inside him, and eventually, it exploded. Bakugo's attitude towards Midoriya changed, for the worst and maybe for the best. "I wanted to know and I wanted to feel, but that was not my decision to make. I would wait patiently for him, even if he'd take eternity." "My heart melted a bit, from a feeling I had long forgotten. It felt like light sparks in my stomach, but not like the one I make out of anger with my quirk. It felt like tingles from my mum when I was young. It felt like a light breeze, in the middle of a hot summer. It felt like happiness, and maybe a bit like love." TW: panic attacks, eating disorder, suicide.