my rainbow x a.r
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Ongoing, First published Aug 15, 2023
Mature
My rainbow is my best friend, but is also the love of my life.

And that amazing human being is none the less than Arizona Robbins. 

She came into my life when I needed it. She came into my life when it was rocky, when it was constant storming. As soon as we met, the storms and rockiness passed and all I saw was a rainbow.

Unfortunately though, life continued and I lost her. I fell back into the grey cloudy skies and the rainbow that once brightened my life was no where in sight.

But like Dolly Parton says, "If you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain".

So I know that I have to put up with the storms. I have to stay positive and also hopeful that I will find her again. Because I will, I just don't know when.

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MATURE AUDIENCE!!
there may not be warnings in chapters, so viewers discretion is advised.

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Arizona Robbins x OC.

Timing does not match up with the show for this story as it is based in an Alternate Universe. 
All Character rights go to GreysABC & Shondaland except for my characters that I created.

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